tell her you got groupies, so she better not trip.

hahahah they dont roll very deep
but at least i have them

welcome to the world of women, and long term realationships,
as things go on each of u probly less realize the lil things, its about remembering the best times and sorting through how u can each re achieve that without outside influence.

Some times it hard for people to understand what you do. My girlfriend comes from the white picket fence and I come from the gutter so everything I work for I am proud of it and was earned by me. We have alot of conflicting intrest. I seen what it's like to see people soming glass rocks out of glass cocks and lived shitty so I work hard so I can provide for myself cause I never had anything handed to me. And I bet even if you explained to her why you do what you do it would fall on deaf ears, it's vicous cycle :winkwink:

NIGGA COME FROM OUT DA GUTTA

Would it be possible to involve her in what you're doing? Maybe if she could see the innerworkings of things, she'd appreciate it more?

cheers man. hope things smooth out for you...

:glugglug

Everyone has those goes through that everyone so often...the old highschool days, not giving a fuck about anything, and wondering where the heck it all went.

Hell back then, my only issue was getting enough surfing practice in. Yeah, i wanted to professional surfer....i mean, i start really young..about 8 years old, so the experience was there. During highschool (well, when i did go to school which wasn't very often) that's all i did back then was surf....nothing else. The only worry in the whole world was gas for my CJ5 Jeep and where the waves we're breaking. Good fucking times i tell ya.

Nothing wrong with missing the simple way of life. Reflection can certainly put current issues and the future into focus at times.

For instance, you don't want to wake up one day with your wife being a distant memory like your 'old days' are......because there are some things in life that are worth keeping around; like her.

Chin up bro.

i have tried.

the biggest issue i find is that she has absolutely no understanding of the simple foundations of anything that i do. shes not into computers other than playing solitaire and that is the extent of her expertise when it comes to operating these things. music, tuning cars, whatever there is no real premise for a higher conceptualization.

moreover, when i do try to involve her, its like trying to jump into calculus when you have no understanding of even basic algebra. even regarding the (seemingly) simplest concepts, my efforts fall on deaf ears simply because the foundations are too monotonous for both of us and the complexities are too much for her.

the kicker is she still feels like she has enough knowledge to criticize or question me in a condescending manner, yet has no operational knowledge whatsoever.

her common sense is virtually infallible whereas mine is nonexistent - this is where its a match made in heaven. past that, the reasons become less apparent.

good lookin out - should be cool.
thanks

no doubt - well put and will do

damn B... you and me seem a LOT alike... the wifey issues, the RAP issues (although i have yet to push myself to actually record a fucking thing... im workin on it tho)... and that whole 'i wish i was back in HS' thing.

Im 25 now and i feel OLD.. when i was in HS, i was pretty fucked up and didnt take school seriously tho (that part i dont think you and me are the same from what i read about ya)... Anyway, I miss the whole being '15' thing where I didnt have to worry about a family, bills, almost anything, i didnt give a shit.

Funny thing is (for me), when I was 15, all i wanted to be was 25, and now im 25 and i wish i was 15 again.

I CANT WIN!

i think im gonna write a rhyme about it, lol.

When a man grows old
and his balls grow cold
and the tip of his knob turns blue..
When the hole in the middle
refuses to piddle..
I'd say he was Fucked...Wouldn't you..

Chin up things could be worse..:)

Spooky

You mean she's far on the logical spectrum and you're creative?

I got the same shit, man.

ups and downs bro, it won't work out unless you make it, that's usually the way things work.

wish you the best in everything man.

holla at me a little later if you want some distractions.

thanks for the words fo sho

and triple - academically ive always been lazy i fucking hated school, yet through middle school i was in SAIL accelerated then in high school i was accepted into the international baccalaureate program which is worldwide recognized - top 1% presitgious shit. you can pretty much go on after graduating there and get sophomore standing at any university or get virutally automatic acceptance to any ivy league school.

i did the obvious choice - i skipped half my sophomore year and dropped out my junior year and copped a GED.

in retrospect, hasnt really affected me one bit.

apok - my wife isnt so much logical or rational so much as she is very simple. its like ill take the long moronic drawn out way of doing something because i am using some worldly perspective, whereas she will KISS (keep it simple, stupid).