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this shit is stupid...eyes wide shut gone bad!
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Donny, take it from a guy who'se spent ALOT of Birthdays alone and heart broken... its not worth it!
I like Belinda, and I like you. Thats why I'm not gonna take a side on this matter. Just keep in mind that all good things come to an end, and even though Belinda might have broken your heart tonight, its not really a good reason to try and retaliate. Isn't that one of the first things you're taught in Church? Turn the other cheek and move on bro. An eye for an eye will only make the world go blind. |
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thanks, son :) |
you know, this thread really does prove that Donny and his new "life" is not about Christianity, religion or god one bit...it is completely about attention
Donny, I hope your friends at the ********* and all those new religious organizations see this shit, because this is totally fucked up for someone who just found the Lord again to be doing...typical religious hypocrite |
just saw your pic donny.
Hit the gym and i would say hit it HARD...if you pimp yourself up, things like this wouldn't be happening and as my favorite gay guy say: LAWDS MERCY |
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yep. I saw people like Donny Christ every damn day growing up... The only good Christian I've seen is umm... Flanders... |
Look,
I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not. But the facts of the matter is that I begged that this stop, and it didn't. Belinda actually left me for Mark (Spannow) and one point and I couldn't take it. My mind was shattered. I was stupid and thought I was doing her a favor by fulfilling her fantasy of two guys at once. I was stupid thinking it wouldn't screw things up for us. It did. It was horrible. I was the dumbest person on the face of the earth and thought we had such a great relationship that we could withstand anything. At the time I believed that. I was so damn naive. She left me for Mark in LA at the webmaster access 2005 and he made me come back and pick her up because he didn't want to lose his woman for Belinda. She meant nothing to him, but she left me for him nonetheless. Now you all know the full truth. I was shattered. My friends told me she loved me for the money alone, but I refused to believe them. I feel like an idiot because they were right. I thought she actually did love me but was so damn wrong. I have a huge ego and couldn't deal with the rejection. She saw Mark as a step up. I can admit that. I can admit my ego was crushed when she got out of my car after me begging her for 2 hours not to do so, and went up to Mark's room to be with him instead. I thought 5 years together (at the time) would mean more to her than that. I was very stupid and that is why I lost my mind. I love her so damned much and she didn't love me as I thought she did. She loved the money that got her out of a very poor lifestyle (her parents made less than a grand a month her entire life, no shit). My best friend tried to warn me and I ignored him. I should have listened. I should have known. But I didn't. After I realized the truth life meant something totally different to me. If I didn't have a son I'd have blown my brains out but thank God I did. I was weak and don't belong in adult. I hate her now so much but still wish her the best at the same time. How stupid is that? Fucking gold digger. So all of you rally around her because she's a pretty girl, okay? Make life good for her because you want to fuck her. You go boys! You go! As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone. Leave, you money grubbing whore! You decided not to be with me the second you saw there was no more money. Just go and get on with your life! Go! Now! Goodbye, GFY. This has been my best birthday ever. |
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Did she take the new car you bought her to see him?
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Wow. Dude you can't blame Belinda or Mark. This is your fault. Dude you seriously either have to deal with this in a healthy way or youneed to go and see a shrink. These are some serious issues that have come up?
You seriously can't think that having some guy pound your wife is not gonna turn out like this? You need to have your head check. This has nothing to do with God, Religion, Belinda or Mark. It has to do with you making really bad decisions your whole life and then regretting your actions. |
Donny, you are going crazy man, you need to seek some help
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and delete your account.. I am sure no one will miss your stupid ass |
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hahaha you are a christian cuckold classic :1orglaugh I'm sure she is leaving you for more then just cock and $ dude you are so fucked in the head she should RUN not WALK the fuck out. You are scary mental. |
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Praise the fucking lord! :pimp |
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Dude, I was there last year on my b-day... instead of 5 years it had only been 8-9 months though, but it still hurt like a mofo. I admit it isn't cool on Belinda's behalf to behave that way, especially on your b-day, but there is also another side to the story... Dunno if we'll ever hear it, but I know its there. Call up your buddies man, get out and clear your head. Don't dig a deeper hole cause eventually you'll go so deep you'll lose sight of the light. |
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EVER! :1orglaugh |
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Jeezus man.... I don't know what to say, other than this is so not the way I tend to handle my personal heartaches and shit.
Not even close. Seriously, you should be telling all that stuff to a close friend IN PRIVATE right now, not airing it out in front of umpteen thousand GFY'ers who are notorious for fucking with drama queens. I'm almost... ALMOST.... thinking this is just too much, like it might be staged drama. I hope I'm wrong. A trickle of traffic from this board can't be worth the time it took to type all that even. Ah well, best to all. I'm out, can't keep me eyes open. I must confess though, I may just spank it to Belinda later. :D |
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********* brainwashed him and he's a soldier of the christian cult :2 cents: |
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I'm sure god is talking to him right now. :1orglaugh he needs a straight jacket STAT not a bible. |
If you guys get together and market this right you can come up with a good paysite out of all this
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Take my advice you'll thank me one day. :thumbsup |
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Wow, Donny you really need to end your association with this board and get some serious help. This is not said in jest, I am serious. Religion aside, just get help dude.
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excellent Tony, i see they still wear those cool hats... |
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This explains it all. You renounced porn because it supports the fantasy realm... and the fantasy realm fucked your life... |
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Happy Birthday... :GFYBand http://www.hud.gov/kids/images/sad.gif ADG Webmaster |
oh yeah maybe go to Brazil. I hear that is where God lives anyways, plus the bitches are smokin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wow... Donny, I think you just need to call Dr. Laura and get some advice for yourself and quit worrying about others so fucking much... Even if you still care for them...
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Donny,
I don't know you, Belinda or Mark on a personal level. What you are failing to see is where this went wrong. You asked your woman to sleep with another man. She did. It flew apart. While it is a common fantasy, few can handle it (personally, I could not if it were with a life partner either). I wish you the best of luck in dealing with this, but please try to find a support system to talk to outside of the church (or, at least the one you are with). The path you are on is very destructive. |
Pull the fucking trigger already. :)
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Donny, you need more than jesus.. you need a long long trip to Sierra Leone or some other fucked place to realize that fucking problems are nothing compared to those. You’re just one spoiled loser…
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This seems more and more like a private matter, something that should stay between the parties involved. I've never been to a church where people got up to describe all the infidelities and mistakes they have made in front of the public. I've never heard a Priest go into detail about the private life of a woman either. This seems more like spite and revenge, two things that are not very Christ like. My suggestion would be to let it go, to move on, to enjoy the good parts of your life. We all get fucked over by women in our life, but we all get back on the horse and start over. You seem to have a great kid and friends inside and outside of the industry. Hang your hat on that, and not what some people did to you. Despite what people say, you come across as a good person with a good soul. Don't let some anger and frusteration cause you to do something that is not you. No matter how bad these people are to you, be the bigger man and move on. "Outing" someone may give you temporary solice, but in the long run, it will be something you will deeply regret later in life. |
While its fun to jump in on the fun of a drama thread, maybe some should take it easy. Its obvious Donny is hurting tonight. Being hateful is a bit uncalled for I think. Donny the thing about swinging is you have to be able to seperate Love and sex. My wife and I swing some, but we learned how to see sex as a fun activity too. I know its tough right now, but do as many have mentioned. Get hold of a trusted friend, sit down and talk things through.
Hurt is a powerful thing. Dont let it eat you up. You'll look back years from now and see it all more clearly. We've all been there at some point in our lives. It feels like the end of the world, like nothing can ever make things right. Life moves on, feelings change. The hurt will always be there, but it will fade. Keep strong, and keep your chin up. You'll pull through. :thumbsup |
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i don't understand how people still live together after they break up.
i don't think any good can come of that. |
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gold digging bitch - dont turn to jeebus - get back at the hore. :2 cents:
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