lines like this make my side hurt from laughing.

Please don't blame it all on weed man.

I'd like to plant my flag here and say:

If anyone hires this guy again in this industry - you're a douche.
He will be back. He will need money, and this place is full of the easy stuff. He will be "rehabilitated" and ready to work. And then - he will fuck a bunch of people over.

I could give a shit if you agree or disagree with me - I'm always right on these things.

GL on getting sober D.

Wow ... I am just way to pissed and high to read all that .. coles version anyone .. ?? HAHA..
D first things first .. you will be back to read this ..it is part of your issue .... your young and resilient .. you'll be fine .. airing your issues is the first sign you do the things you do for acceptance ... alcohol and drugs are not your issues .. it is self esteem ... you do the things you do because you think it will make people like you more .. not trying to be a dick at all .. speaking from experience .. and 3 yrs of weekly sessions .. countless thousands on the fun stuff and then almost as much on the treatment .. lol .

Get well dude.. but most importantly stay true to what you are saying here. If you fucked people over and owe shit and you said you will make it right, well you have the constant reminder of this biz on your arm.. to remind you to make shit right.

Take care of yourself D

I think this dude might be bat shit crazy. Seek help man. Seriously.

Helped you out when you got stranded and so did a lot of other people on GFY, I guess you have now pisssed a lot of people off. I have always only heard good things about you until recently which is a shame, We all go through real tough times at some point in our lives, some of us get over it quick and pick ourselfs up and carry on with life and some have a tough time adjusting to what life throws at us. I sure hope you are one of those guys that can get over it and come out stronger. Its down to yourself at the end of the day and I wish you the best of luck and hope to see you put things right for the people that put their trust in you.

good luck 2 u Big D.

Best of luck to you D.

My words of advice, words you can live by and be alright.

Always be honest and work very hard.


Also, weed is OK in moderation, stay off everything else.

Good luck Big_D, it was a pleasur working with you. Hope you get on the right track.

Werd

werent you the dude that won like $2k and a free server for a year? kind of shitty, i could have used that to turn a profit.

its not that hard to make money doing this shit, and with all the hard work people said this guy did he should have been a millionaire.

weak man. just weak. i could have used that server and it was JUST when i was starting up, which would have made things progress so much faster.

others will wish you well, ill say fuck you for taking what could have been a great thing for me and doing absolutely nothing with it.

i hope youre the guy that won that though lol

Yo Donny,

It's good to see you acknowledge your problems, thats the first step in the process of getting better.
It makes you a stand up guy with balls to take the effort to post here and straighten up yourself.

Get well and get back on your feet and stay positive.
I'm sure you can make it ;)

I think maybe you looked back and realized that you could have done everything you have done for yourself and you'd be making $20K a month easy... Now it is like, "WTF? I just worked my ass off and have nothing to show for it while the people I worked for have everything to show for it... how do I bring myself to work at that level again?"

My advice... Put your right foot in front of your left foot and start moving... that is how.

Any new tats?

Best of luck to you!!

:2 cents::2 cents:

Did Donnie start paying anyone back?

I'd like to remind everyone this guy is an idiot.

I'm surprised his tattoos didn't leave this forum and get posted all over the interwebz...

People call you an idiot too :P

The only people who do are failures, douchebags or dumb kids. So it doesn't really matter.

Hope you get everything sorted out D :).

Take care, and if you need anything, you have my ICQ

well they say the first step is admitting you have a problem. so congrats on that

why do you care?

oh btw what is Jens van Assterdam doing? you in touch with him?

Some rude motherfuckers in here D. But what is more important, also some people with the heart on the right place.

Whether people believe, or not believe what you are writing, where is the fucking respect. Almost everybody hits tough times like this in life, so I will wish you all the best in recovering as quickly as possible.

PP

who is this?

is this the guy who 'found god' ?

He owes me & others money from this meltdown, and the previous one when stranded in Florida. Shit, he owes others from before that. From those I have spoke the totals are $X,XXX to low $XX,XXX in loans, promised work, etc.


No word from him in months. Have a feeling he'll slink back into the industry again without clearing up these past debts.




That's why.

Haven't spoken to him in ages. Don't have a clue but if I do manage, do you want me to give him a message?

yo donny hows things going?

ok, makes sense

I didn't know he owes you money, I assumed you're just bumping it to stir shit or make fun of him

naah, not at all. I just saw you posting and I remembered you're his buddy, so you reminded me of him

I don't want anything from him, so nevermind :thumbsup

.......weed?

no, That is Donny Pauling..

This is the Donnie that tattooed adult industry company names all over his arm...

I never met him myself...

Dude I'm really proud of you. Good luck and take care of yourself.

Don't actually know him all too well, met up once in Amsterdam but thats all. :upsidedow

how are your dogs doing?

Have to agree... Just take shit one step at a time...
And don't rush back to fast...

Hit hit me up the other day and told me he was feeling alot better.....