Good luck dude

best of luck.

i am with you, in 10 years of music i have seen much worse things than i ever saw at a porn convention - lol

it is completely amazing the shit that you all are oblivious to that goes on in our industry

granted, musicians might do a much wider variety of drugs, therefore fucking them up harder, but the subtle constant use of drugs in the porn industry is crazy

shit, half the female talent is constantly on meth or cocaine
I know of one particular group of webmasters that meets up every friday night and parties until monday morning, doing everything they can find and then some...and these are guys ON GFY that preach about how bad drugs are
I have personally witnessed 6 adult webmasters hit rock bottom using meth, and come to GFY saying they are moving on to better things, all along just so broke their internet is about to be turned off and they are going to be evicted....all the while having everyone on GFY fooled into thinking they are doing great and just diversifying

you seem to have an insight into some serious shit. Is it true or you just trying to be a "bro" ?

There's "private shows" ??? When the hell do they have time for private shows? Their is a public show once or twice a month... :1orglaugh

Good Luck Donnie, Take care of yourself.

Good luck

now can i see pics of those tattoos

It shows.

Yeah.

there is a fine line between successfully partying and partying successfully.

the problem is that the line is invisible. for many, it is different places.

i liken it to running through the dark knowing that there is a drop off to a certain death with any coming footstep further into the dark.

partly not knowing where the line is makes it exciting, but also muy dangerous.

i consider myself very lucky. i was woken up before i fell off the cliff.

good luck D.

i disagree that the porn business parties the hardest. i was in the night club business for 12+ years and by far the music business is far more crazy partying wise. i won't go into some of my adventures in other countries, or how many days they went on, but hands down, the music/nightclub/restaurant industry is the most crazy. shit i had a chef that would work from 5am to 2am wasted every day for years, and sleep 3 hours a night max, sometimes in the restaurant. i held residencies in damn near every club in san diego and from wed night to sunday night it was a giant party, after the club, you gather up the go go dancers and allt he straggler girls that wanna after party and you go after the club till god knows what hour. i guess everyone has a story, but in my experience, music biz wins hands down.

No, what you said was...

"The industry" isn't the same as a few "bros" getting crazy.

Yeah, Dial seems to know a lot of HUGE program owners and webmasters personally who are off the chain! lol Yet, I've been in the online biz since the 1990's and partied with most of them and haven't yet met the program owner who deals coke on the side for $200 an eightball like he said(which I would never pay that much anyway lol )

And the crazy, crazy bunch of webmasters who party from Friday to Monday EVERY week! Wow! Heh-heh...you just described MILLIONS of blue collar workers.

Man, I have no idea what point you're trying to make. But I must be completely in the dark on all of this. And I thought I knew pretty much everybody that partied.

Point is, everybody has to blow off a little steam. And no, after owning a content company that shot tons of girls from 1998 to 2002...and fucking countless strippers for the last 25 years...I've seen plenty of girls in the adult biz that partied, but personally never any that were "addicted" to meth. I'm sure they're out there. But I haven't run into them so I don't think it's as common as you make it out to be.

I have seen and heard the rumors of TWO girls that were disclosed last year on this board. But other than that? Nope. I'm aware of all the girls who like to party when the time is right. And I don't see a damn thing wrong with that.

And I'm also aware of everybody that likes to party at a party. Hello, the conventions have PARTIES. lol If a guy can't let loose and have some fun with their friends and get a little drunk and loose at a PARTY, then when can ya?

Lighten up there dial. I've partied with cops, District Attorneys, done coke with a judge, doctors, you name it. People like to have a good time and let their hair down every once in a while.

Big difference between that and a heroin junkie laying in the streets. :)

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That's true. Good luck D. I'm glad you could step back and see everything for what is was. I hope you get better bro!

Welcome back and be good :)

Shit happens.

And I tought marihuana wasn't addictive...

stay hungry!!!! feed the fire... get healthy man

im sure there are still many opportunities for you in adult

you are young:)

Amen, brotherman.

lines like this make my side hurt from laughing.

Please don't blame it all on weed man.

I'd like to plant my flag here and say:

If anyone hires this guy again in this industry - you're a douche.
He will be back. He will need money, and this place is full of the easy stuff. He will be "rehabilitated" and ready to work. And then - he will fuck a bunch of people over.

I could give a shit if you agree or disagree with me - I'm always right on these things.

GL on getting sober D.

Wow ... I am just way to pissed and high to read all that .. coles version anyone .. ?? HAHA..
D first things first .. you will be back to read this ..it is part of your issue .... your young and resilient .. you'll be fine .. airing your issues is the first sign you do the things you do for acceptance ... alcohol and drugs are not your issues .. it is self esteem ... you do the things you do because you think it will make people like you more .. not trying to be a dick at all .. speaking from experience .. and 3 yrs of weekly sessions .. countless thousands on the fun stuff and then almost as much on the treatment .. lol .

Get well dude.. but most importantly stay true to what you are saying here. If you fucked people over and owe shit and you said you will make it right, well you have the constant reminder of this biz on your arm.. to remind you to make shit right.

Take care of yourself D

I think this dude might be bat shit crazy. Seek help man. Seriously.

Helped you out when you got stranded and so did a lot of other people on GFY, I guess you have now pisssed a lot of people off. I have always only heard good things about you until recently which is a shame, We all go through real tough times at some point in our lives, some of us get over it quick and pick ourselfs up and carry on with life and some have a tough time adjusting to what life throws at us. I sure hope you are one of those guys that can get over it and come out stronger. Its down to yourself at the end of the day and I wish you the best of luck and hope to see you put things right for the people that put their trust in you.

good luck 2 u Big D.

Best of luck to you D.

My words of advice, words you can live by and be alright.

Always be honest and work very hard.


Also, weed is OK in moderation, stay off everything else.

Good luck Big_D, it was a pleasur working with you. Hope you get on the right track.

Werd

werent you the dude that won like $2k and a free server for a year? kind of shitty, i could have used that to turn a profit.

its not that hard to make money doing this shit, and with all the hard work people said this guy did he should have been a millionaire.

weak man. just weak. i could have used that server and it was JUST when i was starting up, which would have made things progress so much faster.

others will wish you well, ill say fuck you for taking what could have been a great thing for me and doing absolutely nothing with it.

i hope youre the guy that won that though lol

Yo Donny,

It's good to see you acknowledge your problems, thats the first step in the process of getting better.
It makes you a stand up guy with balls to take the effort to post here and straighten up yourself.

Get well and get back on your feet and stay positive.
I'm sure you can make it ;)

I think maybe you looked back and realized that you could have done everything you have done for yourself and you'd be making $20K a month easy... Now it is like, "WTF? I just worked my ass off and have nothing to show for it while the people I worked for have everything to show for it... how do I bring myself to work at that level again?"

My advice... Put your right foot in front of your left foot and start moving... that is how.

Any new tats?

Best of luck to you!!

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Did Donnie start paying anyone back?

I'd like to remind everyone this guy is an idiot.