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Jakez 03-29-2009 10:02 PM

I never said no one around you cared about you, I'm saying you need to distance yourself from the people who have known you because you are expected to act a certain way in their eyes and it could literally be controlling you. I'm also not hating just throwing some ideas out there...

MindWaste 03-29-2009 10:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Jakez (Post 15686677)
I never said no one around you cared about you, I'm saying you need to distance yourself from the people who have known you because you are expected to act a certain way in their eyes and it could literally be controlling you. I'm also not hating just throwing some ideas out there...

only my path is controlled.. I have no transportation and no where to go so im drug around.. But my mind and what i want isent controlled by anyone..

I just need a spot.. Trust me i pay 1000000000 times back for direct help...

PSSuperstars 03-29-2009 10:16 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686698)
only my path is controlled.. I have no transportation and no where to go so im drug around.. But my mind and what i want isent controlled by anyone..

I just need a spot.. Trust me i pay 1000000000 times back for direct help...

So why don't you get a fast food job near the group home?
save up your money?
and help yourself?

MindWaste 03-29-2009 10:38 PM

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Originally Posted by PSSuperstars (Post 15686702)
So why don't you get a fast food job near the group home?
save up your money?
and help yourself?

ywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty
I am disabled i cant work just anywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty.

plus customers whould hear me talk to myself all day..

and fer real my money is hidden i just want the key to get at it...

420 03-29-2009 10:40 PM

How much are you getting per month on disability?

Jakez 03-29-2009 10:41 PM

And stop listening to Lil Wayne because you're not from another planet, you're not god, not jesus, and he isn't either of those either.

PSSuperstars 03-29-2009 10:47 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686736)
ywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty
I am disabled i cant work just anywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty.

plus customers whould hear me talk to myself all day..

and fer real my money is hidden i just want the key to get at it...

Then take your meds and move back home.
You're not serious about this industry if you're hoping to do promotion for free.. If in 8 years, you have nothing but the sites in your sig... then you're not serious... and you're just here in hopes that another "socially fucked up" group of people (webmasters) will have sympathy and take ya in...

But life's about hard work.. if ya can't work hard.. don't beg for a free ride.

MindWaste 03-29-2009 11:03 PM

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Originally Posted by PSSuperstars (Post 15686755)
Then take your meds and move back home.
You're not serious about this industry if you're hoping to do promotion for free.. If in 8 years, you have nothing but the sites in your sig... then you're not serious... and you're just here in hopes that another "socially fucked up" group of people (webmasters) will have sympathy and take ya in...

But life's about hard work.. if ya can't work hard.. don't beg for a free ride.

I left everything fo 9 years now.. Was alone no friends in my trailor scitzen out...

My sites the content of how they are pawns you and i made em all myself..

I have free web hosting now which i dident back in 2000 so that is one thing... I think it whould be left up to someone who remembers clearly to explane how i was back then ,, my mind is fogged from this journey....

Jakez 03-29-2009 11:36 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686685)
im not nuts...

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686795)
Here is your new face song... Onec you start listening to it you cant stop or you die... And I take over your bady and eat your soul..
use caution...

smh

Maybe if you would slow down and stop blabbering on with your mindless drivel people would take you more seriously. Stop throwing sentences together so fast that they don't make any sense and also change your typing habit so you aren't hitting the touchpad with your thumb(s) (DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!). C'mon man it's so obvious (like the way you purposely mess up you're posts) you're like starved for attention or something and I don't blame you because I'm sure people look at you like a maniac and avoid you but who cares what they think? At the same time you need to grow the fuck up. Sure they are judging a book by its cover but what the fuck do you expect if you act like this?

And I'm sure you sound amazing in your head but you're not lyrical, don't rhyme most of the time, and barely have a flow..

MindWaste 03-29-2009 11:54 PM

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Originally Posted by Jakez (Post 15686830)
smh

Maybe if you would slow down and stop blabbering on with your mindless drivel people would take you more seriously. Stop throwing sentences together so fast that they don't make any sense and also change your typing habit so you aren't hitting the touchpad with your thumb(s) (DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!). C'mon man it's so obvious (like the way you purposely mess up you're posts) you're like starved for attention or something and I don't blame you because I'm sure people look at you like a maniac and avoid you but who cares what they think? At the same time you need to grow the fuck up. Sure they are judging a book by its cover but what the fuck do you expect if you act like this?

And I'm sure you sound amazing in your head but you're not lyrical, don't rhyme most of the time, and barely have a flow..

i dident finish ready what you said but here is somthing for the bud girls on your profile,,, This song has the sickest guitar rip...


Jakez 03-29-2009 11:57 PM

I'm one of the only people here that understands you and yet you insist on even pissing me off... no longer interested in talking to you..

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Jakez (Post 15686830)
smh

Maybe if you would slow down and stop blabbering on with your mindless drivel people would take you more seriously. Stop throwing sentences together so fast that they don't make any sense and also change your typing habit so you aren't hitting the touchpad with your thumb(s) (DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!). C'mon man it's so obvious (like the way you purposely mess up you're posts) you're like starved for attention or something and I don't blame you because I'm sure people look at you like a maniac and avoid you but who cares what they think? At the same time you need to grow the fuck up. Sure they are judging a book by its cover but what the fuck do you expect if you act like this?

And I'm sure you sound amazing in your head but you're not lyrical, don't rhyme most of the time, and barely have a flow..

??????
um were you listening to the same thing i was???e for y,, Or give yourself up to the DA

,ou you whould se what i mean
??????

SOmthing is making my music sound weak.. if i play it liv

If you believe in god.. even better saY I GIVE MY SELF TO GOD AND WATCH THIS VIDEO.. oR JESUS.

[/YOUTUBE]QJdz6kh_CUg[/youtube]

and listen to all my words its freestyle.. over 300 songs in 2-3 years... or this..


Chit Chat 03-30-2009 12:02 AM

Interesting thread. :)

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:06 AM

To make that clear.. if you believe in god say 'SM's fill and topple over me. this will bring a life time of problems down to drips..

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:12 AM

check www.t-rain.net for a good eminem beats...


and one of my friends jess singing...

Jakez 03-30-2009 12:12 AM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686881)
To make that clear.. if you believe in god say 'SM's fill and topple over me. this will bring a life time of problems down to drips..

You realize there's no way for me to understand this correct? I'm going to sleep.

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Jakez (Post 15686887)
You realize there's no way for me to understand this correct? I'm going to sleep.

then i know you were hearing it how its soposed to be heard... Freaky alian tech gots music in bundles.. only a few safe ways to make music..

Jakez 03-30-2009 12:23 AM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686892)
then i know you were hearing it how its soposed to be heard... Freaky alian tech gots music in bundles.. only a few safe ways to make music..

But if you leave it at that then theres really no other mattwer in it. You'll have to listen past the masses.

See I can post stupid bs rambling about nothing too, I'm unimpressed. Grow up.

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:41 AM

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Originally Posted by Jakez (Post 15686908)
But if you leave it at that then theres really no other mattwer in it. You'll have to listen past the masses.

See I can post stupid bs rambling about nothing too, I'm unimpressed. Grow up.

The masses being the heart of the problem or the central answer why it is even ecuated that the true sound that bends breaks then ting my music to a face whould bring this happyness i get but nomends my bones in one motion fills only my ears in such a way.. The fact is presen/cut

geeze i cant write on this lap top.......... ask people im usuilly very poinent and petic...

JaneB 03-30-2009 12:48 AM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686736)
ywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty
I am disabled i cant work just anywhere.. id flip out.. i get bad anxioty.

plus customers whould hear me talk to myself all day..

and fer real my money is hidden i just want the key to get at it...


If you cannot work and are actually mentally ill, apply for SSI. It will be some cash to help you out.

MindWaste 03-30-2009 01:38 AM

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Originally Posted by JaneB (Post 15686963)
If you cannot work and are actually mentally ill, apply for SSI. It will be some cash to help you out.

im on ssi and ssa ..

MindWaste 03-30-2009 07:17 AM

bump... Still stuck in this group home..

BradM 03-30-2009 08:57 AM

Why are you so insane?

polish_aristocrat 03-30-2009 09:01 AM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15686736)

and fer real my money is hidden i just want the key to get at it...

in which bank is it?

MindWaste 03-30-2009 10:36 AM

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Originally Posted by polish_aristocrat (Post 15687879)
in which bank is it?

bank of america but i have in other banks to but they are all hidden as well..

Basicly i got screwed cuz i left everything alone too long..

Killswitch - BANNED FOR LIFE 03-30-2009 10:52 AM

What's my name? Darkflow, hit hard like I punched your brain.
Matter of fact, might cut your brain, might fuck your dame.
I'm fucking insane, I'm a new breed baby, machete love.
Might finger bang your bitch with a Freddy glove.

Wanna go against me then I guess you dumb.
But go ahead and step up dog and get you some.

Whatever way I choose to rap just know it's always bumping.
They moving to the beat I think I may have started something.
It's for my people smoking and those alcoholics buzzing.
This came out of nowhere and I don't think they saw it coming.

boneprone 03-30-2009 11:18 AM

Im just now seeing this post.
Wow. Reading page 1 now.

boneprone 03-30-2009 11:45 AM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15684362)
Well tobe accepted to bp4L on my 12 post in for no reason.. Bone saw direct potentional and I Just let my words talk. My music now sings my pain but i blew up and took down all my music and starten putting it back up..

Try youtube account name Trainsite. They still dont give me T-Rain thier or google. And about bone and our friendship never one a bad word just bang and ball. I was just a network maniac that dident ever keep notes or anyones aim or icq. I let gfy be my forum. I am a bit escrentic so i was just in a mood to never keep contacts names basicly when somthing needed to happen some one hit me up. I have never spent a penny on webmastery cept for domain regestring.

this sucks cuz i connect for like a minute like right enough time to post a link then its down for long periods of time.. I have had to save on note pad a few times already and wait for the signal to come back.. anything i can do to my lap top to try get a better signal?
Bone least swoop by the group home.. You still in oreagon??

Bone dident you go with me to the party with eminem and agular at that house em got for me. Might be a scitzo leap but you and rage were there.. From that porn convention and flys dumb ass went with some lame porn girls and we had em and christina and brittany at my pad there...

Remember that black dude broke my nose and i stompped him??

anyways this is hard and i have to wait for the miniscule second that it conects... Bone least get me on a decent connect up in here...


OK Death Cab for Cutie is my cousins band. his name is Chris Walla. his sister gretchen was around at gfy a bit...

And bone when did i not send you anybulk trafic i got for free from weal and deal type things.. my pages the sponsers were at 100% shave one me.. only 1 sell every month at thehun.com and that was him mailing to see if they were going through im pretty sure and them still shaving 100 percent.. And i let all the models keep my referal money.. I got girls on WWE and in play boy.. I got pink to bring christina agulara to the playboy mansion..

And if im not mistakeen the hedge hog him sellf called me a golden child..

Yes all this did happen, but you seemed different back then. You seemed more balanced. Im worried about the mental state you seem to be in now. Finance and $$ hardship is one thing, but im sencing something more at issue here my old friend.

You do still have my contact info.

I can tell you right now, I cant handout money. Im sure you understand. But I want to make sure you are safe. If this is for real I really am concerned here.

boneprone 03-30-2009 11:59 AM

Ok ive read this whole thing...

Yes Mindwaste is real. He was at one time making some great moves in the music world. Back in 2001 or 2002 I met him a few times at some pretty exclusive parties. He seemed different, but had talent. And somehow he would end up at some party invites that were pretty dang exclusive. . So that says something. He has talent or has some network pull. that is fact. He was intresting to say the least. But nothing like what im reading now.

What is disturbing now, is that who ever is posting or talking now is a totally diff guy. If it is Mindwaste then something happened. Talks of group homes, meds, bank closing, and strange off the wall stories have me concerned that Travis has had some kind of breakdown.

Nevertheless, Travis, you probably shouldnt post here. You need to stay in your group home, listen to them. They are there to help you. Take your meds. I know you, and you really arent the same here. You are talking and thinking jibberjabber. Either to get attention or something really is wrong.

Realize im giving you solid advice here. You say you respect me and have listened to me in the past. So do so now. Stay in your home. Listen to what they have to say, and take your meds. I need you to seek some balance right now.

Do this and do it now. And I i will talk to you AFTER you do this.

That is an order. Got it?

BradM 03-30-2009 12:07 PM

How are people like this allowed to use a computer? Shouldn't be have control over sick people like this?

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:43 PM

Well what up with the diss bone??? I shoudent post here?

The only thing diffrent then i was is im older and had alot of time off the net to plan how i was going to take over again..

the weird posts are me hitting my thumb on the mouse move pad thing moving the cursor.. its annoying..

all im getting is no love and no one will even give me a chance.

the group home is just 3 hots and a cot no like classes or anything just a cheap place to stay.

I got a estimate for 15k on my earthfalls.com and am gonna try to sell it.. also selling youngrain.com .....

bone i know your trying to act like a grown up but dude i am not... Im still in same state of mind as then.. I je my music is why its diffrent now,... and that brought haters and copiers...

www.t-rain.net

No one will listen ill get my own shit and force you to watch me on every channel all day tell you guys die.. Not specificallyyou bone but some bad haters here..

anyways..

MindWaste 03-30-2009 12:49 PM

bone is it my words diffrent or what they are saying diffrent?? IM just a bit twisted.. Im a poet bone and you know this..

MindWaste 03-30-2009 01:38 PM

i like this song of mine


polish_aristocrat 03-30-2009 04:37 PM

MindWaste, with all you've been through I wonder how did you remember your GFY password for 8 years...

boneprone 03-30-2009 04:56 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15688842)
bone is it my words diffrent or what they are saying diffrent?? IM just a bit twisted.. Im a poet bone and you know this..


Ahhh yes!! I know. Im just playing the part.
How are you man? Long time no talk.

People here just dont understand you. YOu know me. Im just playing the part.
I hear ya dude

boneprone 03-30-2009 04:57 PM

Tell me what is going on right now.

HorseShit 03-30-2009 04:57 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15688825)
I got a estimate for 15k on my earthfalls.com and am gonna try to sell it.. also selling youngrain.com .....

JamesK owned you :1orglaugh

boneprone 03-30-2009 07:56 PM

To the individual or individuals calling me to pretend to be a stalker I suggest you stop. Humor only goes so far. Facebook is facebook, GFY is GFY and jokes are jokes. You are about to cross a threshold that I assure you will regret. If you are attempting at humor it is beyond that. Stop now. This would be a good time to quit. Thank you

MindWaste 03-30-2009 08:00 PM

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Originally Posted by boneprone (Post 15689863)
Tell me what is going on right now.

well there is this girl im trying to mac on and i slid a cd of my mmusic under her door..

I just took meds and am now in bed with my lap top.

WarChild 03-30-2009 09:13 PM

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Originally Posted by MindWaste (Post 15690424)
well there is this girl im trying to mac on and i slid a cd of my mmusic under her door..

I just took meds and am now in bed with my lap top.

You should probably expect a restraining order from her anytime now. :2 cents:


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