Fuck the haters Sticky, just keep on doing what you're doing.

long read...

just for the record I told sortie to fuck himself because his reasoning to bash was non-substantial

I wouldn't have forever love for a girl that constantly outs you and puts you into precarious positions. Thats just my 2 cents...

You all have no idea how bad my heart is hurting right now having to post that stuff about her. I mean really hurting.. Going to take a xanax. I am sorry Erica. I did not want to have to do this. And I will always love you. You will always be my princess no matter how much you hurt me. sigh.. :(

well said :thumbsup

sup sticks

begin round 2

ya and I shot http://www.nerdynora.com for boxer. Whatever dude.. I'm done but really if the only reason you didn't post was cause you still have feelings for Erika then get help. It's very clear she doesn't want you and "stalking" her isn't going to bring her back. If what you say about her is half true then move on and find someone else.

I won't say anything more out of respect to boxer (your ex-partner) But I feel sorry for Nora cause she deserves a site that people will promote cause she has the perfect personality of a solo girl.

Dude Nora and I talk EVERY day and we are working on new stuff for her. If the tables were turned I would of had your back every step of the way if someone made a retarded thread about you. I guess you can call that a bad attribute on my part for being loyal. Ill see Boxer tomorrow more than likely and we talk everyday too. Nora is a great girl. My point was you should of hit me up and asked the real story before trying to increase your post count and enjoying watching people try to damage me. I do not and have not "stalked" her. That is what Gonzo says because he didn't know she was still talking to me. I have yahoo convos, and phone logs of her contacting ME. If I talk to her its because SHE contacted me. I guess when she calls me crying and scared and asking me what she should do that is me stalking. Take your assumptions and shove them up your ass.

And btw you shot like very few sets, and video so bad I never even used it. You didn't shoot the whole site by any means. You shoot some sets for us in trade. How would you feel if Hanna came on here telling lies about you?

I'm not trying to slam you...just some advice -

You have taken your "love" for this girl to an unhealthy level. Painful as it may be, let it go. There are better women out there that deserve that kind of loyalty and devotion. Get off the emotional rollercoaster this girl has you on, it may take awhile but eventually you'll be glad you did.

tell nora id hit thankz

bottom line... GFY delivers!

hahaha... holy shit!

doesn't sound like a healthy situation.

I know, everytime I get my feelings for her under control she comes back to me, or contacts me, or wants me to come see her. She still loves me. Its sad that she thinks a fat 47 year old like gonzo is going to make her some sort of a star, and what does he do? Takes her to Mike South to shoot bukkake scenese.

Does this really look healthy or sexy to anyone?

http://yesuck.com/icky.jpg

Compared to how she looked when we shot her? Seriously. So photos like the one above turn people on? Just sickens me what he has made her into. :disgust



http://dixiedash.com/images/sample4b.jpg



And anyone that thinks Ill just go away is out of their tree. Ill be at quite a few shows this summer, so make sure to come up and say all the stuff to me you did in the threads when you thought I was just going to slink away. Fuck who doesn't know thats not how I work yet?

Feel free to email me [email protected] if you have any questions.

Cryin Ryan I guess your not going to be happy till this goes the full course.
So be it.

got a red x on the first pic.

bukkake??

simple fact sticky... in another thread, you called her an Appalachian crack addict or something to that effect... someone that would be "in jail or dead right now" if it wasn't for you.

the very fact that you are head over heels in love with a porn model that fits that description says a lot about you, your judgment and where your head is at. then going on and on and on to explain how you are doing everything out of love is just creepy and you really do fit the profile of a stalker.

your best bet for a future is to just stop. step back and start examining yourself. people aren't making fun of you because they randomly chose your name from the phone book. they are making fun of you because you are the one providing the ammo. people are reacting to you and their reaction is a reflection of who you are, how you act and of your own behavior.

Continue to lie, and Ill be glad to post more pics, videos, convos, phone logs etc. You are the scum of the industry stealing models.

Does Aebn know they were going to back her site? Do others on gfy know how you say gfy is all just losers. Should I start naming people that she told me you told her were losers and not worth a shit in adult? Come on Gonzo lets lay it all out on the table. What do I have to lose at this point? You and her were the ones that brought all this up. I didn't want to hurt her. You are forcing my hand. Hey gonzo do you love her? I heard you tell her that while she had her phone on in her hand while we were talking and you didn't know we were talking. Do you love her?

Im sorry but do you know the full story? If not then why put in your 2 sense? I said that is what she DID look like when we picked her up. I have before and after pics, and pics of her teeth, pics of her scars.

I had to teach her to wipe from front to back and use pumice soap on her ass to make it not look like she lived on the streets.

I DID NOT bring any of this up. This was all brought up by gonzo and her. Gonzo is a scum that made her bullshit promises that she still believes because she is naive and will ruin her life. She will look back by the time she is 30 and seriously regret that she put her trust in him, and I am so sad about that. Ok carry on gfy folks. Bash away I really don't care anymore. Think what you will of me. I risked everything for this girl, and because of Gonzo's influence she is now shitting on me.

I am posting on itouch from the toilet...hi

Come on you hunky man. Do you really think Dixie would fall for you if not for your fake promises?


Jesus Christ
http://www.yesuck.com/fatfuck.jpg

Looks like Viv did!
How about a few pics of your cock now to bring this full circle?

this is all getting slightly insane

sticky stfu for a while and get your ducks in a row. :2 cents:

Come on Gonzo, post some more half truths and lies. You are very good at it. Like the time I saw you had called her phone, called you and you told me you never even had talked to her on the phone. Fuckin scum bag. Please make sure to show us her 30,000.00 per month wire stubs. Thats what you told her 30k a month, and aebn would back her site. Yet she barely was able to send 100.00 to help pay on her best buy in the last 5 months, but I make sure its paid every month. Where is all this money? From ErikaAnkh.com Or ErikaJade.com or what? Or StaciStorm.com Im confused is that content you have on her myspace supposed to get surfers to pay money? Post up your best current shot of her, I mean you are such an ace in this industry.

Gonzo why did you buy BabyPornStar.com ? Anyone can feel free to do a whois on the name.

Baby porn star.com ? Are you really that stupid?

Sure get out a measuring tape and add pic of yours if you can find it under the fat rolls.

How is BabyPornStar.com coming for you?

Oh I am fine, just not going to be stream rolled with lies anymore.

Didn't you say you already paid for camera FROM bEST bUY (SP) shop?

the "story" is that YOU are acting like a lunatic. not everyone else. "do you love her" blah blah... dude, you've gone off the deep end.

"i didn't want to hurt her but you are forcing my hand" - you seriously can't see how insane remarks like that are?

you are talking crazy shit.

i mean bat shit crazy, followed her at night to her car and stabbed her 20 times in the throat while telling her you love her and putting on her lipstick, crazy.

her teeth? her scars? taught her how to wipe her ass? "looking like she lived on the street..." yet you are the one who is obsessed (eh "madly in love")? really? you don't see all the issues here?

this is love?

lets look at this another way.

take a step back.

lets imagine your mother is telling you about her new boyfriend. the guy who lies and robs and steals and can't be trusted. the guy who is a crack addict who would be dead or in jail without her. the guy who didn't know how to wipe his ass until she met him. the guy with nasty teeth and scars. the guy who couldn't stop putting his cock in every nasty skank while telling your mom he loved her. the guy who was with another big fat nasty girl while telling her she loved him. and then listen to your mom go on and on about how she is madly in love with him.

you... uhm... really wouldn't see the issues there?

you're not "in love". you belong on meds and in a psych ward. i don't know whats wrong with you. i know that at a minimum, you have a very distorted self image that is not even remotely close to being in line with how others see you. weird that you have to keep imploding like this and can't see that. you're not a victim, you are the antagonist.

relationships are based on selfish emotional needs. whether its getting beat up every other night, being put down, being built up, being in control or being dominated or whatever... "love" is the product of the fulfillment of those needs. the type of person you seek out for relationships says EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. the fact that you can openly admit this person is fucked up beyond help and then go on and on about how "madly in love with her" you are says a lot about where your head is at. it has nothing to do with who's right, who's wrong or the details. you've painted a very clear picture of who and what you are and where your head is at... and "the deal"... "the site", the model etc etc etc all have nothing to do with anything. these things are how you rationalize your absurd behavior.. but your behavior, at its core, remains self destructive and insane and paints a picture of a deeply troubled person, regardless of the who, what, how, where and when of the situation(s).


:2 cents:

yes the camera, the playstation she bought, dvd player, dance dance revolution and many other games, the pads to go with it, extra controllers, huge list of things are all hers, and she finally just paid 100.00 this past week. I paid 150.00 this month on it to keep it current.

Oh did I mention she got a capital 1 card with like a 450 limit, and I paid that off for her at least 4 times? Then her and her mother used it to buy groceries and cigarettes and who knows what else and now its at 850.00 and she has never made a single payment on that. But I paid at least 900 or more on it for her. Yes as much as I love her even through her faults, I am not the bad guy in all this sorry. I am the one that got fucked over, and the girl I loved and my model taken away with promises of 30k a month from that fat fuck that runs a failure of a forum.

Oh good lord. Go to some college if you want to teach psych ed. Are you saying if someone has flaws you can't love them? Wow I am glad I am not you. Is your significant other perfect? She has / had a lot of issues. The only ones that have seen first hand how she is / was are me an my partner and some people at some of the shows that saw her so out of control I had to take her back to the room, and we had to leave one hotel because of her. Now anyone that knows me personally knows that would not of been me causing enough of an issue to get kicked out of a hotel room. I love her, and AGAIN I didn't want to bring ANY of this to a public venue, and I didn't I had to respond. Her and Gonzo are trying to get me out of adult so he can attempt to do a shity site for her.

Call me crazy or whatever you like. Im moving on with my life, have a great offline gig that I am making a very nice wage at, plus moving forward in my mainstream online endeavors.

The real scum in all of this is Gonzo period.

Wow - just Wow!!!

boooooo fucking hooooooo

maybe you shouldnt have ripped her off

maybe you shouldnt have treated her like shit

maybe you shouldnt have pimped her out on cl

if your looking for sympathy go cuddle up with the dog you stole from her

the drama has now grown so large i am posting on itouch and a laptop....from the toilet

Sticky, EVERYONE has issues. however, my wife is not a toxic personality, she is not a drug addict... which is something that is always, almost without exception, driven by emotional trauma ,.. and i am not drawn to self destructive situations and relationships.

my relationship is the product of me fucking 100's of models and giving a lot of long and hard thought to what i really wanted, who i wanted to be with and what kind of relationship i want to have and with who i would want to spend the rest of my life with. i have had two serious relationships in my life at 38 years old and i am going on my 9th year of marriage.

you however, are not talking about "flaws"... you are not talking about a touch of narcissism, having a quick temper or any small, common thing. you are describing a deeply troubled person, deeply disturbing behaviors and drug addiction and then talking about how you are "madly in love with her" while you put her down and say horrible things about her which is not only a clear contradiction.. but says a lot about you, where your head is at and a toxic relationship requires two. we seek out people based on emotional needs. you both sought each other out for whatever reason. in your case, its troubling because you have described nothing but horrible, disgusting and self destructive behaviors. you were drawn to that. you were drawn to that because you are fucked up. your relationships are a reflection of you and who and what you are. people choose to be around like people.

post a picture or it didn't happen! I hear someone here likes poo :1orglaugh

dang :1orglaugh

its too late perhaps next time i will do a live cam show :winkwink:

why u posting private info wtf!!

I'm getting worried about BusterBunny, he's been in the bathroom a long time :)

thats not love, thats a mental problem. If half the shit you say is true, and you go running back to her, then you deserve what you get. thats just fucking stupid.

Yes it is stupid, and I was stupid the last 2 times taking her back. You have to take into account she is bi polar and has addiction issues. When she was with me most of the time I was able to help her stay stable. She wasn't always bad like that, and we were very in love for a long time. Im sorry all this had to come out about her. :(

the drama is so intense my asshole puckered up so tight nothing will come out :(

That's all I can say.

this will help :1orglaugh

:1orglaugh that might work but i really dont want my liver to fall out i just want rid of the poo

There are people here fucking disease infested trannies and people want to give him a hard time for sucking a dick here and there?

Like him or not, that's pretty silly.

we don't need 30 threads about this, just everyone post in the other one.

Sticky, just let her go man. She isn't all that in the first place. She doesn't have what it takes. Let her make her own mistakes and regret them later. Don't take her back. She isn't worth it.

Sexual preferences - who gives a shit, especially because we're in the porn industry.

All of the other stuff - I think people shouldn't be so quick to judge until they have more facts because there are always two sides of the story.

sorry to see you people get all your personal shit hassled out over the forum, that is kind of ridiculous

the above part of your post though...... MAN GET A FUCKING GRIP! :helpme

move the fuck on and hope you never even see each other from a distance again....sheesh