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Supz 05-24-2009 04:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Porn Producer (Post 15885629)
http://www.gfy.com/fucking-around-and-business-discussion/906532-looking-partnership-coder-flash-developer.html

Quick cliffnotes:

- Sticky outed as a broke loser
- leeching money off of women
- being a stalking psycho
- sucking penises
- beating women


did i miss anything?

pimping his girlfriend on craigslist

Allformyspace 05-24-2009 04:19 PM

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Originally Posted by commonsense (Post 15885673)
Are you mentally disabled? He's listing EXACTLY what's already been revealed in that thread :upsidedow


C'mon be nice with MrFrisky, hes already been punished by nature

Mr. Cool Ice 05-24-2009 04:24 PM

So Stickyfingers sucked a cock... Who hasn't? You all are homophobes.
 
I think some of you owned yourselves for being so shallow minded.

If a guy wants to suck a dick or three, so be it. Why do you care?

All coming from the same group of people who want to see porno with guys who have bigger dicks and wants to watch the cumshots. And that's not gay? LOL If you watch porn, you are at least 1/2 gay. You guys are DELUSIONAL. You're all homos, you just don't know it.

Stickyfingers... call me.

Porn Producer 05-24-2009 04:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Mr. Cool Ice (Post 15885828)
If a guy wants to suck a dick or three, so be it.
All coming from the same group of people who want to see porno with guys who have bigger dicks and wants to watch the cumshots. And that's not gay? LOL If you watch porn, you are at least 1/2 gay. You guys are DELUSIONAL. You're all homos, you just don't know it.

stop projecting.

we arent you.

natas 05-24-2009 04:28 PM

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Originally Posted by commonsense (Post 15885638)
- stole a dog

:1orglaugh that was almost funnier than him sucking cock.

But not quite :1orglaugh:helpme

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 04:38 PM

My one and only post on all this. And thanks Bob for being a douche. After we shot your model for you.

The one and only reason I have not posted is this. I still very much care about Dixie. This isn't the first time she pulled this crap. She is in a situation right now she thinks is good, but she is going to look back and regret her actions not too far off from now. For me to reply to all the bs accusations would destroy her. Did I steal our dog? No if we are discussing the dog she begged for me to buy her, then did not take care of, did not clean up after when it made messes, did not potty train, did not feed, did not take out. Sorry did not steal it. SHE took off and left the dog. Gonzo starting whispering in her ear back in November after he met her at the Atlanta show. He promised her 30,000.00 a month if she did a site with him. She is naive, and bought it.

Im leaving it at that for now. I have videos of her violently drunk where I almost had to call the cops. She caused us to be kicked out of a hotel at one of the shows. She was addicted to drugs when we first got her. I nursed her through the withdrawls, she was bullemic and probably is again from the latest pics Ive seen. I got her to nearly stop that. I won't go further. That thread had nothing to do with her. I started a thread a biz thread looking for a new developer for my secure streaming solution as the previous developer decided at the last minute he didn't want in on a partnership he agreed to a long time ago, and that I have been getting ready to launch for a long time. Flakey scum of a developer and he never even finished the project to what I requested.

All of you that have jumped on me without knowing the facts, and believing what a naive barely 21 year old drug addict that was covered with scars from cutting, and teeth so bad that we had to buy cosmetic teeth in order to shoot her, that had 2 underage drinking charges that I had to drive to va and kingsport tn for her 5 or 6 times to get resolved, that I paid the fines for.

Oh the best buy account that my partner cosigned for her on, and she finally made a 100.00 payment last week on. We used it to buy the camera with yes, because it was 0% apr and I have paid that off many times over. I am the one that has been paying on HER account that doesn't even have my name on it since the begining.

The girl that barely a month ago BEGGED me to forgive her. The girl that BEGGED me to drive to Charolette NC to come see her (which I did) at 1am in the morning, and I left at 3am in the morning and drove all night from Nashville less than 2 months ago. And when I got there she looked like she was on meth or crack. The front door of Gonzo's crappy apartment had at least 20 packs of cig butts laying on the ground. Then she had been so drunk or high or whatever it was that Gonzo was letting her have that she forgot she begged me to come there and she ended up smacking me in the face after I made a 14 hour round trip to see the girl I loved. She made such a ruckas that the apt manager had to come over. After I drove through a blizzard going through the mountains.

The same girl that the last time she took off she begged me to drive to her families house in VA to come get her on New Years eve. And I left at 11pm and again drove all night to get her. And while I was driving to get her she went out and got drunk and let some random guy fuck her. And I still forgave her. I still love her and I am a retard for that. I could go into further detail and hurt her more, but I do not want to do that. You all can believe whatever you want to. I have picture and video proof of many things that would make jaws drop.

I have many projects I am working on. I am currently doing very well financially in offline and online endeavors most of which don't involve porn. Have I experimented with some bi stuff? We work in porn... and you homophobic pathetic people act like that is a big deal. Its actually hysterical to watch. Am I gay? Far far far from it. There are a few people that have seen the 3 or 4 girls I am currently dating. I won't ask any to attest to their looks. Im dating them but my heart is still someone else's.

Will I be back? You people don't catch on do you? Just continue to jump on bandwagons, make assumptions and carry on. I was nothing but good to Dixie / Erica. Nothing but. I risked everything for her. Id still get in my car right now drive and pick her up and bring her home if she asked me to. Most won't understand unconditional love here because you are a large group of shallow selfish trolls that are continuing on in this thread.

When you guys figure out how to put 2 and 2 together you might catch on. My biggest mistake was loving Erica the way I did / do. I tried not to fall in love with her. Really tried, but we fell in love with each other. If she denies that she is lying. We were ring shopping the first week of March. She BEGGED me to forgive her after making me drive all the way to Charolette and back. I did forgive her.

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 04:39 PM

If you think its cool that Gonzo got infatuated with her at the Atlanta show, then started calling and icq'ing her telling her he could make her rich, and begging her to leave me and he would make her the next Raven Riley then you have issues. I would NEVER try to steal away someone else's model. He was also talking to me, and I told her how much I was in love with her. HE KNEW this. What kind of person does that shit?

My heart is broken over all this, and if you think my main concern is me "rep" on gfy then you all have your priorities severely fucked up. I could type 3 pages on this board of things I have done for Erica in order to try and help her. If it wasn't for me taking her out of where she was she would of been in Jail or dead. No question there at all.

Oh and Gonzo thanks so much for letting her drink so much a month ago (before she was 21) that she got alcohol poisoning. You are a class act.

Oh and all you gfy'ers that are routing for Gonzo you should hear the things he says about all of you on a regular basis. Gfy "the zoo" as he calls it. And even some of you jumping for joy in the threads about me that he has told Erica you are losers and know nothing about the adult biz etc.

Again my reasons for not responding are simple. I don't want to hurt her. Im heartbroken she did all this. I have no way of contacting her unless she contacts me. Which is via the 300.00 blackberry I bought her, and I still pay the bill on.

Oh and Sortie got paid by Dixie ROFL!! Umm he got paid via MY epassporte using MY affiliate payouts. and he did get paid, 70.00 more than what he quoted me.

But hell believe a fat 47 year old that told a 20 year old girl whatever it took to get her there, bought her a plane ticket, told her AEBN was going to back her site. Gonzo are you going to lie and tell us you didn't tell her that? Are you going to lie and tell her you didn't promise her she would make 30,000.00 per month? This is what she told me. So who was lying, you or her?

All you dumb fuckers that think the story they spun is true are truly naive. Dixie and I were together up till the day she took off for NC. We went out for my bday days before that, went go kart riding, had a great dinner, fucked like bunnies. She told me how much she loved me. We held each other, were planning on decorating the new house.

Yes I am the bad guy here. Ill be back when I have time to post, and I won't answer any more of this utter bullshit further. We all know that drug addicted, alcoholic, cutting, toothless models from appalacia are the best ones to believe. Especially when they are fucking 270lb 5'9" tall fat fucks that they think are the top dogs in adult and will tell them whatever they want to hear, and promise whatever they need to so they can keep getting what they would never have got to even touch otherwise.

How is your job with AEBN gonzo? Wonder if you knew that she was talking on the phone to me when you were talking about it when you had to move back to Atlanta. Went like this.


Erica... Are you worried about your job? Its going to be ok.

Gonzo.. No I don't think it is going to be ok..

I hope your 120,000 house is all paid for man.

See what he didn't know is she was talking to me all the time after he went to sleep. She was still telling me she loved me. She and he are currently trying to blackmail me to take down Dixiedash.com a site that I own outright, that she STILL gets 50% revenue off of and I have 5 checks sitting here on my desk for her. I didn't even cut her off for that. The checks are in her name and she knows they are here. We are waiting till she starts paying at least the minimum on HER best buy bill that I have paid on for the last year or more. So these checks I figured would be a nice savings account for her. Now since I have full control over the splits on our ccbill account if I was such a bad terrible person just using her for money wouldn't I have cut her off from that?

Do we want to talk about her scheduled camshows that she got paid 100.00 per show to do? Should we talk about how many she canceled just because she didn't feel like it?

She was allowed to do at least 3 a week of those, and get that money, plus she could of done camshows anytime to get a nice amount of money of her own built up. How bout photoshoots? I begged her several times a week to get ready and lets go do some new shoots. She was always too worried about getting weed to smoke, or sleeping in till 4 in the afternoon, or making me buy her more cigs.

And yes after ALL that bullshit, after all the shit she has said about me on the boards, after all the hell she has put me through, after breaking my heart. I still love her, I would die for her even now. I care about her more than anyone on the planet. Call loving someone like that stalking. I really don't care. I've only ever came to see her, or talked to her when she wanted to.

Shit on my name all you want. I can handle it. Ill survive, Ill succeed, Ill continue doing my projects and hope that someday she realizes her mistakes, and gets away from where she is.

Ill switch to firefox for gfy and start using Stuarts plugin again if I have to and ignore all the trolls. You show me why I deserved any of that from the thread I made.

I didn't even mention Sorties pathetic ass in that thread. I was trying to do business after someone broke and agreement they made with me. So you know what. If you don't like me. Fuck off. There are many many on here that do, and I've met so many great people in person from gfy that know I am a good guy, and I am being railroaded.

I am tenacious and I do not give up. Ill make more this year than I did in 2008 or 2007 or even 2006.

Fuck the haters. I won't respond to any of this anymore, and I will carry on with biz as usual. Make whatever accusations you want. Ill still be here.

MetaMan 05-24-2009 04:58 PM

someone explained what happened im to lazy to read i want to get in on this

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:04 PM

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Originally Posted by MetaMan (Post 15885877)
someone explained what happened im to lazy to read i want to get in on this

long and short of it. Fat fuck Gonzo promised Dixie 30,000 a month if he came to shoot with her. Whispered in her ear since he met her when I took her to the Atlanta show last year. Pathetic scum is all he is. Oh and that Aebn was going to back her site. Any comment on that AEBN? Because that is what he told her. Aebn does gonzo still work for you? Gfy would like to know.

PornMD 05-24-2009 05:08 PM

POST fiddy...I need to learn how to count, lol. Sticky will survive:


Killswitch - BANNED FOR LIFE 05-24-2009 05:10 PM

Fuck the haters Sticky, just keep on doing what you're doing.

mmcfadden 05-24-2009 05:11 PM

long read...

just for the record I told sortie to fuck himself because his reasoning to bash was non-substantial

I wouldn't have forever love for a girl that constantly outs you and puts you into precarious positions. Thats just my 2 cents...

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:14 PM

You all have no idea how bad my heart is hurting right now having to post that stuff about her. I mean really hurting.. Going to take a xanax. I am sorry Erica. I did not want to have to do this. And I will always love you. You will always be my princess no matter how much you hurt me. sigh.. :(

Si 05-24-2009 05:14 PM

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Originally Posted by mmcfadden (Post 15885895)

I wouldn't have forever love for a girl that constantly outs you and puts you into precarious positions. Thats just my 2 cents...

well said :thumbsup

brand0n 05-24-2009 05:21 PM

sup sticks

BusterBunny 05-24-2009 05:22 PM

begin round 2

SBJ 05-24-2009 05:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885844)
My one and only post on all this. And thanks Bob for being a douche. After we shot your model for you.


ya and I shot http://www.nerdynora.com for boxer. Whatever dude.. I'm done but really if the only reason you didn't post was cause you still have feelings for Erika then get help. It's very clear she doesn't want you and "stalking" her isn't going to bring her back. If what you say about her is half true then move on and find someone else.

I won't say anything more out of respect to boxer (your ex-partner) But I feel sorry for Nora cause she deserves a site that people will promote cause she has the perfect personality of a solo girl.

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Silent Bob Jedi (Post 15885911)
ya and I shot http://www.nerdynora.com for boxer. Whatever dude.. I'm done but really if the only reason you didn't post was cause you still have feelings for Erika then get help. It's very clear she doesn't want you and "stalking" her isn't going to bring her back. If what you say about her is half true then move on and find someone else.

I won't say anything more out of respect to boxer (your ex-partner) But I feel sorry for Nora cause she deserves a site that people will promote cause she has the perfect personality of a solo girl.

Dude Nora and I talk EVERY day and we are working on new stuff for her. If the tables were turned I would of had your back every step of the way if someone made a retarded thread about you. I guess you can call that a bad attribute on my part for being loyal. Ill see Boxer tomorrow more than likely and we talk everyday too. Nora is a great girl. My point was you should of hit me up and asked the real story before trying to increase your post count and enjoying watching people try to damage me. I do not and have not "stalked" her. That is what Gonzo says because he didn't know she was still talking to me. I have yahoo convos, and phone logs of her contacting ME. If I talk to her its because SHE contacted me. I guess when she calls me crying and scared and asking me what she should do that is me stalking. Take your assumptions and shove them up your ass.

And btw you shot like very few sets, and video so bad I never even used it. You didn't shoot the whole site by any means. You shoot some sets for us in trade. How would you feel if Hanna came on here telling lies about you?

escorpio 05-24-2009 05:29 PM

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Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885898)
You all have no idea how bad my heart is hurting right now having to post that stuff about her. I mean really hurting.. Going to take a xanax. I am sorry Erica. I did not want to have to do this. And I will always love you. You will always be my princess no matter how much you hurt me. sigh.. :(

I'm not trying to slam you...just some advice -

You have taken your "love" for this girl to an unhealthy level. Painful as it may be, let it go. There are better women out there that deserve that kind of loyalty and devotion. Get off the emotional rollercoaster this girl has you on, it may take awhile but eventually you'll be glad you did.

brand0n 05-24-2009 05:29 PM

tell nora id hit thankz

Pleasurepays 05-24-2009 05:29 PM

bottom line... GFY delivers!

hahaha... holy shit!

Agent 488 05-24-2009 05:31 PM

doesn't sound like a healthy situation.

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:34 PM

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Originally Posted by escorpio (Post 15885924)
I'm not trying to slam you...just some advice -

You have taken your "love" for this girl to an unhealthy level. Painful as it may be, let it go. There are better women out there that deserve that kind of loyalty and devotion. Get off the emotional rollercoaster this girl has you on, it may take awhile but eventually you'll be glad you did.

I know, everytime I get my feelings for her under control she comes back to me, or contacts me, or wants me to come see her. She still loves me. Its sad that she thinks a fat 47 year old like gonzo is going to make her some sort of a star, and what does he do? Takes her to Mike South to shoot bukkake scenese.

Does this really look healthy or sexy to anyone?

http://yesuck.com/icky.jpg

Compared to how she looked when we shot her? Seriously. So photos like the one above turn people on? Just sickens me what he has made her into. :disgust



http://dixiedash.com/images/sample4b.jpg



And anyone that thinks Ill just go away is out of their tree. Ill be at quite a few shows this summer, so make sure to come up and say all the stuff to me you did in the threads when you thought I was just going to slink away. Fuck who doesn't know thats not how I work yet?

GonZo 05-24-2009 05:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885883)
long and short of it. Fat fuck Gonzo promised Dixie 30,000 a month if he came to shoot with her. Whispered in her ear since he met her when I took her to the Atlanta show last year. Pathetic scum is all he is. Oh and that Aebn was going to back her site. Any comment on that AEBN? Because that is what he told her. Aebn does gonzo still work for you? Gfy would like to know.

Feel free to email me [email protected] if you have any questions.

Cryin Ryan I guess your not going to be happy till this goes the full course.
So be it.

Agent 488 05-24-2009 05:37 PM

got a red x on the first pic.

cherrylula 05-24-2009 05:37 PM

bukkake??

Pleasurepays 05-24-2009 05:39 PM

simple fact sticky... in another thread, you called her an Appalachian crack addict or something to that effect... someone that would be "in jail or dead right now" if it wasn't for you.

the very fact that you are head over heels in love with a porn model that fits that description says a lot about you, your judgment and where your head is at. then going on and on and on to explain how you are doing everything out of love is just creepy and you really do fit the profile of a stalker.

your best bet for a future is to just stop. step back and start examining yourself. people aren't making fun of you because they randomly chose your name from the phone book. they are making fun of you because you are the one providing the ammo. people are reacting to you and their reaction is a reflection of who you are, how you act and of your own behavior.

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by GonZo (Post 15885934)
Feel free to email me [email protected] if you have any questions.

Cryin Ryan I guess your not going to be happy till this goes the full course.
So be it.

Continue to lie, and Ill be glad to post more pics, videos, convos, phone logs etc. You are the scum of the industry stealing models.

Does Aebn know they were going to back her site? Do others on gfy know how you say gfy is all just losers. Should I start naming people that she told me you told her were losers and not worth a shit in adult? Come on Gonzo lets lay it all out on the table. What do I have to lose at this point? You and her were the ones that brought all this up. I didn't want to hurt her. You are forcing my hand. Hey gonzo do you love her? I heard you tell her that while she had her phone on in her hand while we were talking and you didn't know we were talking. Do you love her?

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Pleasurepays (Post 15885939)
simple fact sticky... in another thread, you called her an Appalachian crack addict or something to that effect... someone that would be "in jail or dead right now" if it wasn't for you.

the very fact that you are head over heels in love with a porn model that fits that description says a lot about you, your judgment and where your head is at. then going on and on and on to explain how you are doing everything out of love is just creepy and you really do fit the profile of a stalker.

your best bet for a future is to just stop. step back and start examining yourself. people aren't making fun of you because they randomly chose your name from the phone book. they are making fun of you because you are the one providing the ammo. people are reacting to you and their reaction is a reflection of who you are, how you act and of your own behavior.

Im sorry but do you know the full story? If not then why put in your 2 sense? I said that is what she DID look like when we picked her up. I have before and after pics, and pics of her teeth, pics of her scars.

I had to teach her to wipe from front to back and use pumice soap on her ass to make it not look like she lived on the streets.

I DID NOT bring any of this up. This was all brought up by gonzo and her. Gonzo is a scum that made her bullshit promises that she still believes because she is naive and will ruin her life. She will look back by the time she is 30 and seriously regret that she put her trust in him, and I am so sad about that. Ok carry on gfy folks. Bash away I really don't care anymore. Think what you will of me. I risked everything for this girl, and because of Gonzo's influence she is now shitting on me.

BusterBunny 05-24-2009 05:45 PM

I am posting on itouch from the toilet...hi

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:46 PM

Come on you hunky man. Do you really think Dixie would fall for you if not for your fake promises?


Jesus Christ
http://www.yesuck.com/fatfuck.jpg

GonZo 05-24-2009 05:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885949)
Come on you hunky man. Do you really think Dixie would fall for you if not for your fake promises?


Jesus Christ
http://www.yesuck.com/fatfuck.jpg

Looks like Viv did!
How about a few pics of your cock now to bring this full circle?

_Richard_ 05-24-2009 05:49 PM

this is all getting slightly insane

sticky stfu for a while and get your ducks in a row. :2 cents:

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:52 PM

Come on Gonzo, post some more half truths and lies. You are very good at it. Like the time I saw you had called her phone, called you and you told me you never even had talked to her on the phone. Fuckin scum bag. Please make sure to show us her 30,000.00 per month wire stubs. Thats what you told her 30k a month, and aebn would back her site. Yet she barely was able to send 100.00 to help pay on her best buy in the last 5 months, but I make sure its paid every month. Where is all this money? From ErikaAnkh.com Or ErikaJade.com or what? Or StaciStorm.com Im confused is that content you have on her myspace supposed to get surfers to pay money? Post up your best current shot of her, I mean you are such an ace in this industry.

Gonzo why did you buy BabyPornStar.com ? Anyone can feel free to do a whois on the name.

Baby porn star.com ? Are you really that stupid?

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by GonZo (Post 15885953)
Looks like Viv did!
How about a few pics of your cock now to bring this full circle?

Sure get out a measuring tape and add pic of yours if you can find it under the fat rolls.

How is BabyPornStar.com coming for you?

Quote:

Originally Posted by SBR Richard (Post 15885955)
this is all getting slightly insane

sticky stfu for a while and get your ducks in a row. :2 cents:

Oh I am fine, just not going to be stream rolled with lies anymore.

Legendary Samir - BANNED FOR LIFE 05-24-2009 05:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885959)
Come on Gonzo, post some more half truths and lies. You are very good at it. Like the time I saw you had called her phone, called you and you told me you never even had talked to her on the phone. Fuckin scum bag. Please make sure to show us her 30,000.00 per month wire stubs. Thats what you told her 30k a month, and aebn would back her site. Yet she barely was able to send 100.00 to help pay on her best buy in the last 5 months, but I make sure its paid every month. Where is all this money? From ErikaAnkh.com Or ErikaJade.com or what? Or StaciStorm.com Im confused is that content you have on her myspace supposed to get surfers to pay money? Post up your best current shot of her, I mean you are such an ace in this industry.

Gonzo why did you buy BabyPornStar.com ? Anyone can feel free to do a whois on the name.

Baby porn star.com ? Are you really that stupid?

Didn't you say you already paid for camera FROM bEST bUY (SP) shop?

Pleasurepays 05-24-2009 05:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 15885947)
Im sorry but do you know the full story? If not then why put in your 2 sense? I said that is what she DID look like when we picked her up. I have before and after pics, and pics of her teeth, pics of her scars.

I had to teach her to wipe from front to back and use pumice soap on her ass to make it not look like she lived on the streets.

the "story" is that YOU are acting like a lunatic. not everyone else. "do you love her" blah blah... dude, you've gone off the deep end.

"i didn't want to hurt her but you are forcing my hand" - you seriously can't see how insane remarks like that are?

you are talking crazy shit.

i mean bat shit crazy, followed her at night to her car and stabbed her 20 times in the throat while telling her you love her and putting on her lipstick, crazy.

her teeth? her scars? taught her how to wipe her ass? "looking like she lived on the street..." yet you are the one who is obsessed (eh "madly in love")? really? you don't see all the issues here?

this is love?

lets look at this another way.

take a step back.

lets imagine your mother is telling you about her new boyfriend. the guy who lies and robs and steals and can't be trusted. the guy who is a crack addict who would be dead or in jail without her. the guy who didn't know how to wipe his ass until she met him. the guy with nasty teeth and scars. the guy who couldn't stop putting his cock in every nasty skank while telling your mom he loved her. the guy who was with another big fat nasty girl while telling her she loved him. and then listen to your mom go on and on about how she is madly in love with him.

you... uhm... really wouldn't see the issues there?

you're not "in love". you belong on meds and in a psych ward. i don't know whats wrong with you. i know that at a minimum, you have a very distorted self image that is not even remotely close to being in line with how others see you. weird that you have to keep imploding like this and can't see that. you're not a victim, you are the antagonist.

relationships are based on selfish emotional needs. whether its getting beat up every other night, being put down, being built up, being in control or being dominated or whatever... "love" is the product of the fulfillment of those needs. the type of person you seek out for relationships says EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. the fact that you can openly admit this person is fucked up beyond help and then go on and on about how "madly in love with her" you are says a lot about where your head is at. it has nothing to do with who's right, who's wrong or the details. you've painted a very clear picture of who and what you are and where your head is at... and "the deal"... "the site", the model etc etc etc all have nothing to do with anything. these things are how you rationalize your absurd behavior.. but your behavior, at its core, remains self destructive and insane and paints a picture of a deeply troubled person, regardless of the who, what, how, where and when of the situation(s).


:2 cents:

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 05:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Legendary Samir (Post 15885962)
Didn't you say you already paid for camera FROM bEST bUY (SP) shop?

yes the camera, the playstation she bought, dvd player, dance dance revolution and many other games, the pads to go with it, extra controllers, huge list of things are all hers, and she finally just paid 100.00 this past week. I paid 150.00 this month on it to keep it current.

Oh did I mention she got a capital 1 card with like a 450 limit, and I paid that off for her at least 4 times? Then her and her mother used it to buy groceries and cigarettes and who knows what else and now its at 850.00 and she has never made a single payment on that. But I paid at least 900 or more on it for her. Yes as much as I love her even through her faults, I am not the bad guy in all this sorry. I am the one that got fucked over, and the girl I loved and my model taken away with promises of 30k a month from that fat fuck that runs a failure of a forum.

stickyfingerz 05-24-2009 06:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Pleasurepays (Post 15885971)
the "story" is that YOU are acting like a lunatic. not everyone else. "do you love her" blah blah... dude, you've gone off the deep end.

"i didn't want to hurt her but you are forcing my hand" - you seriously can't see how insane remarks like that are?

you are talking crazy shit.

i mean bat shit crazy, followed her at night to her car and stabbed her 20 times in the throat while telling her you love her and putting on her lipstick, crazy.

her teeth? her scars? taught her how to wipe her ass? "looking like she lived on the street..." yet you are the one who is obsessed (eh "madly in love")? really? you don't see all the issues here?

this is love?

lets look at this another way.

take a step back.

lets imagine your mother is telling you about her new boyfriend. the guy who lies and robs and steals and can't be trusted. the guy who is a crack addict who would be dead or in jail without her. the guy who didn't know how to wipe his ass until she met him. the guy with nasty teeth and scars. the guy who couldn't stop putting his cock in every nasty skank while telling your mom he loved her. the guy who was with another big fat nasty girl while telling her she loved him. and then listen to your mom go on and on about how she is madly in love with him.

you... uhm... really wouldn't see the issues there?

you're not "in love". you belong on meds and in a psych ward. i don't know whats wrong with you. i know that at a minimum, you have a very distorted self image that is not even remotely close to being in line with how others see you. weird that you have to keep imploding like this and can't see that. you're not a victim, you are the antagonist.

relationships are based on selfish emotional needs. whether its getting beat up every other night, being put down, being built up, being in control or being dominated or whatever... "love" is the product of the fulfillment of those needs. the type of person you seek out for relationships says EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. the fact that you can openly admit this person is fucked up beyond help and then go on and on about how "madly in love with her" you are says a lot about where your head is at. it has nothing to do with who's right, who's wrong or the details. you've painted a very clear picture of who and what you are and where your head is at... and "the deal"... "the site", the model etc etc etc all have nothing to do with anything. these things are how you rationalize your absurd behavior.. but your behavior, at its core, remains self destructive and insane and paints a picture of a deeply troubled person, regardless of the who, what, how, where and when of the situation(s).


:2 cents:

Oh good lord. Go to some college if you want to teach psych ed. Are you saying if someone has flaws you can't love them? Wow I am glad I am not you. Is your significant other perfect? She has / had a lot of issues. The only ones that have seen first hand how she is / was are me an my partner and some people at some of the shows that saw her so out of control I had to take her back to the room, and we had to leave one hotel because of her. Now anyone that knows me personally knows that would not of been me causing enough of an issue to get kicked out of a hotel room. I love her, and AGAIN I didn't want to bring ANY of this to a public venue, and I didn't I had to respond. Her and Gonzo are trying to get me out of adult so he can attempt to do a shity site for her.

Call me crazy or whatever you like. Im moving on with my life, have a great offline gig that I am making a very nice wage at, plus moving forward in my mainstream online endeavors.

The real scum in all of this is Gonzo period.

DeanCapture 05-24-2009 06:09 PM

Wow - just Wow!!!


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