So at what point in time did it look good to leave your wife and three kids...
for a bi polar, teeth rotting, cutter from Appalachia?


Geezus. Every single person who is a player in this thread topic is fucked in the head... and encompasses all the fucked up stereotypes about porn...

It's like watching the first 35 mins of 48 Hours Mystery.. before the murder happens...
You're all nuts... and not just bad morally, because, hey, we're in porn..

But just fucked in the head..

(OOOOOOOOOOH! 101!!!)

damn i'm slippin

reads like the show cliff notes to a Appalachia reality show.

No, I dont have to take into account that shes bi polar etc. assuming that your side of the story is accurate, your still fucked in the head. your looking for someone to fix. which is a huge issue on its own.
bottom line - your fucked in the head dude. take it from me - I come from a family thats pretty fucked up. Im pretty fucked in the head. Fortunately I have learned to recognize my destructive behavior, and am learning how to make better choices. Who gives a shit how your doing financially, all your doing in these threads is showing just how HEAD FUCKED you are. your like a small child throwing a tantrum 'ITS NOT MY FAULT!' *stomps foot* get a dozer, hook a chain up, and pull your head out of your ass. I bet you realize just how screwed up you are, but you are probably happy about it, because it is something to blame, an excuse, a crutch to lean on when you fuck up yet again.
Id say 'get some help' but I think its pretty obvious that your a douchbag to the core with some serious fucking issues.

umm your posting in this thread

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Hubby's almost home ;)
So I shall be calling it a night in a bit.. spent all day working... nice, normal, quality, mentally happy family time on its way :)

Ryan you gotta get over her and move on. I'm sure the sex was amazing and that's whats fueling your desire to still be with Erica. After all the problems you've stated she has, no guy with an objective look at things would still want to pursue a relationship with someone like that. To state all the things wrong with her and all the things you had to go through on her behalf and then continue to say how much you are in love with her makes one assume you have very low self esteem. I'm sure six months from now, you'll look back on things and wonder wtf you were thinking. You've got kids and that should be your first priority even if they are half a world away. Forget women for a while and focus on work and spending time with your kids.

Yeah because checking GFY for drama everyday is what all the cool kids do :upsidedow

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I second that notion :thumbsup

Good advice from lazycash.

im just amazed at how many soft minded people there are on this board

if I only used my powers for evil instead of good I would be super rich

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Im dating 4 different women right now, I was attacked on these forums for no reason, none of this should of been brought to the forums.

I repeat I DID NOT want to hurt her in any way. But I can't just leave myself being attacked, and let the troll patrol make me look like the asshole, when I did everything this girl ever wanted and would of moved mountains for her if needed. We were best friends, and I loved her more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. Im moving on, but that doesn't not make it hurt when she listens to some scumbag like gonzo.


A. Did you ever see her attack ANYONE on gfy when she was with me?

B. Does anyone think its smart to let your not yet released solo model bash on other industry people? (that is what she was doing on Oprano to people that drive luxury cars, and pay millions out a year to affiliates)

C. Announce your new site name and not buy up the other spellings. If Gonzo is such a fucking adult wizard he should know you buy up every possible spelling when using a name like Stacie or Erica.

D. Does anyone honestly believe Gonzo didn't have intentions other than helping out this "poor" Girl get on her feet?

E. So now you have a almost 50 year old 5'9" 270lb if not heavier guy fucking a 20 year old girl and promising her 30k a month, and that aebn would back her site.


Come on people. He has her so brainwashed. You DON"T fucking let a solo model go on an industry board and belittle people that have been in the industry since the late 90's. Then she talked shit about people that have actually helped her out and liked her. People saw her in Costa and Atlanta and saw how she got. She would drink till she blacked out, and I had to baby sit her. She got so drunk in San Jose she tried to leave the hotel on her own at 3am in the morning and I had to keep her in the room till she passed out.

I've no fucking clue how I am the bad guy in all this, and most of the things that shouldn't of been done were her idea, and I am an idiot for allowing it to happen and I admit that, but Don't make me out to be some fucking pimp or other bullshit.

Anyways I am sorry Erica I begged you on the phone to drop all this.

Oh and she also threatened to (and she already sent one message) tell my wife whatever it took so I can never see my kids again, and I am finally at a point where we are close to reconcile or at least a custody agreement. I have not seen my children since Dec 2007 and Erica is a very large reason for why that happened. Im not saying I am not at fault, because honestly I am. I fell in love with Erica and I tried not to, but things weren't great between me and my wife then, and Erica and I fell in love hard and fast.

Again Im sorry everyone has to see all this personal bullshit broadcast on the boards. I just could not go without responding to bullshit allegations. :disgust

sure you are. You are a pathological liar

you got attacked in that thread originally because you ripped off yet again another person in this industry (not dixie)

stop trying to deflect everything from you with all this "poor me poor me" crap

Reading this is disgusting. And the fact that you still "love" her and are displaying this behavior...

So instead of making it work with your wife? You fall for a drug addicted cutter and plan to make her a superstar?

whaa?

Again.. You are all mentally bankrupt.

Just so we can get back on topic and get honest with why you got pissed on originally in that thread

Dixie was just yet another person you have fucked over.

your a smart woman :thumbsup

is the hubby home yet? :winkwink:

I had him stop to get cat food, water, fruit, and the movie Quarantine... :)

Reading threads like this really make you thank GOD for the normalcy and saneness that ya can have in life.

i concur

my fiance is not in the biz and I spent the day with her kids doing all kinds of normal stuff

it helps one stay sane in this insane biz.

But then again ive been doing this 10 years so Ive built up an immunity

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You musta forgotten that this is GFY. It's hardcore drama like this that these folks live for. It's this kind of drama that has made GFY what it is today. Some folks can't wait to get tangled up in drama like this. It's what they live for :thumbsup

I must agree though - it's sickening to see two people go at it like this on a public board. My heart hurts for both of them. Unfortunately, neither of them is in the right frame of mind to understand what they are doing to each other and to their credibility at this point so....whuddya' do? :(

Dean

you have stirred up your share over drama over the years

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Dean I waited 2 days to even post a response, because I knew I was going to have to hurt her to show the truth about things. I am heartbroken having had to do it. Im very sorry this got public. It should of never been, and that is Gonzo's influence on her. He told her to post shit about other industry people on Oprano and she was talking down to legends in the industry. She is very naive and very easily influenced. Her myspace has listed that her fav books are The Art of Deception by Kevin Mitnick... Gee isn't that Gonzo's favorite? Gonzo met him at some point so he thinks he is some sort of friend to the hacker crowd. I met Kevin too at a book signing years ago, and Leo Laporte and Martin Sargent, and Kevin Rose. Big deal, but the girl has those books listed as her favorites. Its scary how easily she is influenced sigh. I tried to get her away from him. The guy will ruin her life completely. She has pledged many times she wanted to kill herself before she was 35, and begged me to make sure she didn't do that. I can't keep that promise when she is down there with him... :(:(

I FUCKING PAID HIM! Out of MY EPASSPORTE money from MY SPONSORS. He didn't even finish the job yet. Ill make certain everytime he goes looking for work people know how he is. Do people not yet realize I am a tenacious motherfucker that DOES NOT GIVE UP! I paid him an extra 70.00 ON TOP of what he quoted me. So he can straight fuck off. I've got the screenshots from epass I can post if anyone doubts it.

Forest you are such a cunt. You always have been a cunt. Always will be a cunt. Make sure your swish license doesn't expire or else you won't be able to make cool sigs like you have LOL

sure you paid him stinky sure you did

we all know your such an upstanding honest guy. Kinda the way you paid that other guy with the camera paid for by someone else for money you didnt pay him for content of his you sold

how many more people are going to come on here claiming to have been ripped by you only to have you deny deny deny

do you see a pattern here stinky?

What? Me? Nawwwwwwwww :winkwink:

What a sad situation. Life can really suck sometimes. :(

I dont know man... this guy is giving you some real good advice Sticky he's not trying to berate you or put you down. You really might consider listening to him, he has no dog in this fight.

The very last thing you should be doing right now is dating, especially 4 women at that. Anyone that is cutting and suffering from bulimia has severe emotional scarring and needs years of counseling. Then you add on being bi polar with chemical addictions and you being 16 years her senior and you definitely have someone you shouldn't be in a relationship with. You let this person come between you and your marriage and kids. Step back for a few weeks and re assess what's important to you and I guarantee you at some point you'll ask yourself "wtf was I thinking".

On a side note, your consistent references to all the "trolls" and people piling on, is a bit hypocritical. I've trolled, you've trolled, gfy drama has always produced the mob mentality taking humorous cheap shots. I can think of dozens of threads where you've had your fun poking at someone who was at the center of some drama. Now that its you, you seem to think nobody should be allowed to express their opinion.

God

you really believe this dribble?

wow just wow

I realize its his way of trying to convey to Erica that he's moved on and that he's in high demand from other females so that maybe she'll think she made a mistake by leaving him. The fact that he appears to be still so infatuated with Erica after all that's transpired would lead one to believe he's not dating anyone too serious.

I've regretted everything many times, and I made many mistakes and I admit that, but the things I was being accused of are absurd, and just being done to try to "take me out". Gonzo figured he could get me out of the way all together. I heard the guy tell her he loves her, so this is way more than just 1 program taking a model from another program.

Come on I look maybe 25 if that, yes I am 36, but he is nearly 50 and he is just.. ewww. *shudders*

I admit I've trolled here and there, but never when it was something so personal as this. This should of never been on the boards, and if Gonzo had any brain at all he would of kept all this shit quite. Did you ever see Dixie attack anyone on gfy when she was with me still? No, I let her post, but I made her edit her posts many times knowing it would piss off someone.

He is trying to do a solo girl site for her, and he lets her (and encourages her) to attack other people on the boards? Someone tied their buggy to the wrong horse. People can say whatever they want about me, but I pulled her out of Shitville Va, my partner wanted to take her back home after seeing her, but I made him be cool with it. I turned her from a drug addicted cutter into a pretty good looking solo model. Taught her how to act in public, got her away from the dumb shit she was doing, had her pretty much off smoking at all for awhile. Helped her get rid of her scars, showed her how to do her makeup, hair, how to take care of her skin. Got her legal issues with underage drinking taken care of, drove her to her probation stuff (one of which was when all the asianxxxocontent shit happened while I was there with her) and she was a pretty good girl for awhile, then I don't know what happened it was like something in her brain snapped. More than likely "someone" was talking to her and messing with her head.. wonder who that could of been.

And now Im guessing she will probably try to run to my wife and ruin my chances of getting my kids back. Classy. :( She already contacted her once, and my wife blew her off and told me about it.

So remember she ALREADY tried to fuck up my chances of getting my kids back, and she was the main cause that I lost them in the first place.. Maybe her and Gonzo deserve each other. :Oh crap

No honestly if I told you some of the girls I am dating you wouldn't believe me, so no use in it. I've shown a few from gfy pics. And Im not here to brag.

I am starting to feel sorry for you Ryan. Jokes aside you are one very sad loser. No wonder you and barefootsies are buds.

show them or nobody will believe you just like in that thread about 10 mil bet. Are all 4 of them your cousins?

Listen fake nick you stopped being funny months ago. I know you are from the UK, I just have no need for people that don't have balls enough to step up and voice their opinions without fear of reprecussions. Fake nicks suck and they should start being eliminated. I don't give a shit what anyone believes. My actual friends know and have seen who I am dating. Im not in love with the girls I am dating, and it will be quite a while till I can love anyone else.

You have to let her go. Do not let her come back. Anyone that really cared about you would not post what she did about you. Even in anger, she would have not shared so many personal details. That shows poor character. I have no idea what went on between the two of you. You say one thing, she says another. You two need to stay away from each other and move on. Go talk to a therapist and work on making yourself better. :2 cents:

Now Sticky's telling us what people should and should not do to be successfull in this industry! How the fuck would Sticky have any idea about being successfull in this industry? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

So you do not have problems dating your cousins at all?

I like her new latex skiny dominatrix look. You must have been feeding her fast foot rubbish. You can tell that new guy is taking care of her. She probably got on the diet, going to gym. Good for Dixie.

sticky you suck at this pimpin shit

Amen. Nuff said.

we need Dixie in the thread NAO!

Your sexual experiences should stay your own, regardless of your political views it isn't anybody's business.

What I will take from this thread though SF, is that you can't handle young women, at least not the fucked up type.

"I've fixed her up, got her of drugs, gave her a place to stay, bought her a car....how can she leave me for that fat/old/broke fucker" The number of times I heard this..

Honestly, these girls don't want to be "rescued" try to make them proper well behaved girlfriends, they'll hate you for it, blame you for everything and make fun of your shortcoming, put them in a 20 men gang bang, tell them to stop being a fuckin sissy if they complaint is how you will get their love.

In fewer words you said it better :1orglaugh

nope, no crazy shit here

its pimpin without the g playa :pimp

Another gfy drama

oh shit, who needs TV when you have GFY
now GfyTV would be something else !