boooooo fucking hooooooo

maybe you shouldnt have ripped her off

maybe you shouldnt have treated her like shit

maybe you shouldnt have pimped her out on cl

if your looking for sympathy go cuddle up with the dog you stole from her

the drama has now grown so large i am posting on itouch and a laptop....from the toilet

Sticky, EVERYONE has issues. however, my wife is not a toxic personality, she is not a drug addict... which is something that is always, almost without exception, driven by emotional trauma ,.. and i am not drawn to self destructive situations and relationships.

my relationship is the product of me fucking 100's of models and giving a lot of long and hard thought to what i really wanted, who i wanted to be with and what kind of relationship i want to have and with who i would want to spend the rest of my life with. i have had two serious relationships in my life at 38 years old and i am going on my 9th year of marriage.

you however, are not talking about "flaws"... you are not talking about a touch of narcissism, having a quick temper or any small, common thing. you are describing a deeply troubled person, deeply disturbing behaviors and drug addiction and then talking about how you are "madly in love with her" while you put her down and say horrible things about her which is not only a clear contradiction.. but says a lot about you, where your head is at and a toxic relationship requires two. we seek out people based on emotional needs. you both sought each other out for whatever reason. in your case, its troubling because you have described nothing but horrible, disgusting and self destructive behaviors. you were drawn to that. you were drawn to that because you are fucked up. your relationships are a reflection of you and who and what you are. people choose to be around like people.

post a picture or it didn't happen! I hear someone here likes poo :1orglaugh

dang :1orglaugh

its too late perhaps next time i will do a live cam show :winkwink:

why u posting private info wtf!!

I'm getting worried about BusterBunny, he's been in the bathroom a long time :)

thats not love, thats a mental problem. If half the shit you say is true, and you go running back to her, then you deserve what you get. thats just fucking stupid.

Yes it is stupid, and I was stupid the last 2 times taking her back. You have to take into account she is bi polar and has addiction issues. When she was with me most of the time I was able to help her stay stable. She wasn't always bad like that, and we were very in love for a long time. Im sorry all this had to come out about her. :(

the drama is so intense my asshole puckered up so tight nothing will come out :(

That's all I can say.

this will help :1orglaugh

:1orglaugh that might work but i really dont want my liver to fall out i just want rid of the poo

There are people here fucking disease infested trannies and people want to give him a hard time for sucking a dick here and there?

Like him or not, that's pretty silly.

we don't need 30 threads about this, just everyone post in the other one.

Sticky, just let her go man. She isn't all that in the first place. She doesn't have what it takes. Let her make her own mistakes and regret them later. Don't take her back. She isn't worth it.

Sexual preferences - who gives a shit, especially because we're in the porn industry.

All of the other stuff - I think people shouldn't be so quick to judge until they have more facts because there are always two sides of the story.

sorry to see you people get all your personal shit hassled out over the forum, that is kind of ridiculous

the above part of your post though...... MAN GET A FUCKING GRIP! :helpme

move the fuck on and hope you never even see each other from a distance again....sheesh

So at what point in time did it look good to leave your wife and three kids...
for a bi polar, teeth rotting, cutter from Appalachia?


Geezus. Every single person who is a player in this thread topic is fucked in the head... and encompasses all the fucked up stereotypes about porn...

It's like watching the first 35 mins of 48 Hours Mystery.. before the murder happens...
You're all nuts... and not just bad morally, because, hey, we're in porn..

But just fucked in the head..

(OOOOOOOOOOH! 101!!!)

damn i'm slippin

reads like the show cliff notes to a Appalachia reality show.

No, I dont have to take into account that shes bi polar etc. assuming that your side of the story is accurate, your still fucked in the head. your looking for someone to fix. which is a huge issue on its own.
bottom line - your fucked in the head dude. take it from me - I come from a family thats pretty fucked up. Im pretty fucked in the head. Fortunately I have learned to recognize my destructive behavior, and am learning how to make better choices. Who gives a shit how your doing financially, all your doing in these threads is showing just how HEAD FUCKED you are. your like a small child throwing a tantrum 'ITS NOT MY FAULT!' *stomps foot* get a dozer, hook a chain up, and pull your head out of your ass. I bet you realize just how screwed up you are, but you are probably happy about it, because it is something to blame, an excuse, a crutch to lean on when you fuck up yet again.
Id say 'get some help' but I think its pretty obvious that your a douchbag to the core with some serious fucking issues.

umm your posting in this thread

:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Hubby's almost home ;)
So I shall be calling it a night in a bit.. spent all day working... nice, normal, quality, mentally happy family time on its way :)

Ryan you gotta get over her and move on. I'm sure the sex was amazing and that's whats fueling your desire to still be with Erica. After all the problems you've stated she has, no guy with an objective look at things would still want to pursue a relationship with someone like that. To state all the things wrong with her and all the things you had to go through on her behalf and then continue to say how much you are in love with her makes one assume you have very low self esteem. I'm sure six months from now, you'll look back on things and wonder wtf you were thinking. You've got kids and that should be your first priority even if they are half a world away. Forget women for a while and focus on work and spending time with your kids.

Yeah because checking GFY for drama everyday is what all the cool kids do :upsidedow

:thumbsup:thumbsup

I second that notion :thumbsup

Good advice from lazycash.

im just amazed at how many soft minded people there are on this board

if I only used my powers for evil instead of good I would be super rich

:1orglaugh

Im dating 4 different women right now, I was attacked on these forums for no reason, none of this should of been brought to the forums.

I repeat I DID NOT want to hurt her in any way. But I can't just leave myself being attacked, and let the troll patrol make me look like the asshole, when I did everything this girl ever wanted and would of moved mountains for her if needed. We were best friends, and I loved her more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. Im moving on, but that doesn't not make it hurt when she listens to some scumbag like gonzo.


A. Did you ever see her attack ANYONE on gfy when she was with me?

B. Does anyone think its smart to let your not yet released solo model bash on other industry people? (that is what she was doing on Oprano to people that drive luxury cars, and pay millions out a year to affiliates)

C. Announce your new site name and not buy up the other spellings. If Gonzo is such a fucking adult wizard he should know you buy up every possible spelling when using a name like Stacie or Erica.

D. Does anyone honestly believe Gonzo didn't have intentions other than helping out this "poor" Girl get on her feet?

E. So now you have a almost 50 year old 5'9" 270lb if not heavier guy fucking a 20 year old girl and promising her 30k a month, and that aebn would back her site.


Come on people. He has her so brainwashed. You DON"T fucking let a solo model go on an industry board and belittle people that have been in the industry since the late 90's. Then she talked shit about people that have actually helped her out and liked her. People saw her in Costa and Atlanta and saw how she got. She would drink till she blacked out, and I had to baby sit her. She got so drunk in San Jose she tried to leave the hotel on her own at 3am in the morning and I had to keep her in the room till she passed out.

I've no fucking clue how I am the bad guy in all this, and most of the things that shouldn't of been done were her idea, and I am an idiot for allowing it to happen and I admit that, but Don't make me out to be some fucking pimp or other bullshit.

Anyways I am sorry Erica I begged you on the phone to drop all this.

Oh and she also threatened to (and she already sent one message) tell my wife whatever it took so I can never see my kids again, and I am finally at a point where we are close to reconcile or at least a custody agreement. I have not seen my children since Dec 2007 and Erica is a very large reason for why that happened. Im not saying I am not at fault, because honestly I am. I fell in love with Erica and I tried not to, but things weren't great between me and my wife then, and Erica and I fell in love hard and fast.

Again Im sorry everyone has to see all this personal bullshit broadcast on the boards. I just could not go without responding to bullshit allegations. :disgust

sure you are. You are a pathological liar

you got attacked in that thread originally because you ripped off yet again another person in this industry (not dixie)

stop trying to deflect everything from you with all this "poor me poor me" crap

Reading this is disgusting. And the fact that you still "love" her and are displaying this behavior...

So instead of making it work with your wife? You fall for a drug addicted cutter and plan to make her a superstar?

whaa?

Again.. You are all mentally bankrupt.

Just so we can get back on topic and get honest with why you got pissed on originally in that thread

Dixie was just yet another person you have fucked over.

your a smart woman :thumbsup

is the hubby home yet? :winkwink:

I had him stop to get cat food, water, fruit, and the movie Quarantine... :)

Reading threads like this really make you thank GOD for the normalcy and saneness that ya can have in life.

i concur

my fiance is not in the biz and I spent the day with her kids doing all kinds of normal stuff

it helps one stay sane in this insane biz.

But then again ive been doing this 10 years so Ive built up an immunity

:1orglaugh

You musta forgotten that this is GFY. It's hardcore drama like this that these folks live for. It's this kind of drama that has made GFY what it is today. Some folks can't wait to get tangled up in drama like this. It's what they live for :thumbsup

I must agree though - it's sickening to see two people go at it like this on a public board. My heart hurts for both of them. Unfortunately, neither of them is in the right frame of mind to understand what they are doing to each other and to their credibility at this point so....whuddya' do? :(