I never realized how great life did I live till 2005

2005 - 2006 was more or less ok, I was superbly excited and working on 150 pct., I spent endless hours in the office, sometimes leaving around 6 in the morning or going directly to college, usually having a program for 14 - 16 hours a day.

Yet it resulted in losing common social contact with people that are the most important to me, that I didn't realize at that time.

2007 - 2009 were the worst years in my life, while enjoying the highest levels of income up to date, traveling the world and enjoying tremendous amounts of sexual activity, the money was only good enough to fund my depression, disgust and post traumatic syndrome (losing a beloved one).

Eventually started to hate my life and went through something as an early mid life crisis.

2010 - so far:

- fixed my body and health
- fixed my spending
- more or less fixed my social ties (it takes time, I just wasn't a part of my people's life anymore)
- fixed my confidence
- actually enjoy and like people again

The drive slowly comes back too so I'm not afraid of anything.

What I also realized is that the energy is in people, if you can keep a good crowd around you, you're on the best way to feel happy (that's how I pretty much lived till 2005).

good attitude man. I dont think its possible to love life until you hate it.

good to see you make a comeback

never give up

I am very happy.

I would suspect so my friend.

What more could you want? Good business, motorcycles, the open road, chick by your side.

There isnt much I think we were put here to do then to live, fuck, and hit the road.

good to see man.

nice way to put it.

its funny how one little thought while putting on my socks this morning can stir such good thoughts among others.

ty for posts thus far folks.

"Oh it must be nice to see the bright side" "how come nothing gets you down" "how can you stand it, it's like chaos"

Because I TRY. I desire a positive outcome. I want to RECEIVE positivity, so I try to PROVIDE positivity.

Sometimes people say "you're too nice" to which I usually think...... GOOD.

I'm only happy when it rains...



https://youtube.com/watch?v=WfSKoocUfqw

not very happy this time period

Successful and happy children as well.

Fitty happy miseries:thumbsup

Depends on the day. Sometimes I'm happy as can be. Other times I'm depressed. This is basically how I've been my entire life. Today was a good day, tommorow might be better, or I might feel down for whateve reason. If I have plans to hang around with friends (like I do tonight), my day is usually jolly and happy. If I have nothing to look forward to, then I typically won't be nearly as jolly :(

depends but usually i am a happy girl :)

Overall I am not a happy person. Haven't really been since my mid twenties.

hmmm. Isa-Jar-Jar-Binks!

Misery loves company... join me :)
WG

are you buying ??:drinkup

Actually, in retrospect I think the unhealthy "never give up" attitude nearly killed me, since I wasn't able to leave a setup that was slowly killing me for a long time.

You can have as much will as you want, but you can never act against your very essential values and against those things that are the most important for you.

"You can have everything in life that you want if you just help enough other people get what they want." Zig Ziglar

I'm happy and content.

Let the haters hate. That's what haters do.

Definite truth in that, I'd just add - choose who do you help wisely

This is actually also the main reason I'd want to have kids sometime in the future.

What about pissed off?

I get a lot of mileage out of that one.

I am so fucking happy it gives me wood. Seriously.

Every one is bitching about "how bad things are". And granted, they are the worst this industry has ever seen. But we need to be reminded of two things - that when it was good it was really good, and also that every industry in the world is feeling this recession. A block away is a brand new shopping center that stands empty because no one can rent it out, and next door to that is a lot of brand new condos that are empty because no one was able to buy them and the company went broke.

Yet in the mean time, I'm seeing my personal business rise every month. I'm looking at stats from this month and comparing them to last month, and I'm seeing a solid 20% gain in income.

Life is good.