earlier today, i posted this
thread and i'm still not having luck, but i realised what pisses me off the most about my situation is this: I don't ask for handouts, i don't ask for shit, i wouldn't take a handout as it kinda goes against my character. But i DO bend over backwards, take alot of shit, work long hours, and even give some of our customers a sizable discount (also known as 'eating it') on some projects, just to help them out. Yet in my time of need (bad times for alot of people i know) no one, NOT A FUCKING SINGLE person, is there to help me out, in any way. I've done alot of quality work, for alot of people (not just nobodys, i'm just not mentioning names) w/ alot of cash, and every one of them i consider friends, partners, etc... turns a blind eye on my problems. To those of you that have (hopefully not all of our clients get offended by this, i only mean certain ones, and trust me, i'm sure you know before you read this rant if your one of them, if not hit me up, and i'll let you know ;)) ... anyways as i was saying, to those of you that turned your back on me, and have forgot all the shit that i, or my company have done for you, FUCK YOU. I take care of those that take care of me, and i'm easy to get along with, but i have a long memory, and when i'm back ontop, and one of you worthless fucks need something, go choke on a dick, because i'm gonna remember where my loyalties lie, and who was there for me when i needed (no one yet, any takers?) And i'm gonna take care of them. For all of the jerks that have left me in this position, and will not even make any form of gesture to help me out, i hope you choke on a cock, and get what you deserve, you know i've been there, now WHERE the fuck are you?