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![]() I'm Manic-Depressive (Bipolar).
While some of you have no doubt seen this for a while now, sadly I did not. I honestly didn't really even know what bipolar was... but I do now. And it explains a helluva lot about the way I act and feel and think and the stupid shit I sometimes do. Anyway... I took some basic tests today, and it's fully there in all it's ugly glory. "Circular Insanity". I don't know what's next, but I imagine it will involve Lithium. Being made aware of this today, I can only look back on some of the stupid shit I've done, and come to understand why everyone must think I'm insane. Because it turns out that I am. I'm fully on the depression downside of it right now. But at least now I know. Hopefully I can finally get some meds or something to end the madness that is in my head. I haven't had a chance to read all of the other thread yet, I just got back.... but I will, and I'll contact some of you guys tomorrow. I appreciate all the offers to help from you guys.... I really do. |
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Bro, you arent the only person on the planet that is Bi-polar. So dont feel alone.
Treat it well and take care of yourself and everything will be fine. What did they prescribe you bud?
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Who isn't manic?
Its a chemical imbalance, not insanity. Take Zoloft for a few weeks, and you'll feel better. |
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How are things since last night? Better, worse, same?
Are you still looking for a new place? You have some nice offers in the other thread.
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Stop drinking. Chill out. We love you man. I love you bro. Get better.
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For once drew is right.
Prozac or Zoloft may be a good start. ANd dont feel bad. Like I said a lot of people have this condition. The only thing you really have to cut back on is your drinking bud. You dont have to go cold turkey, just cut back man.
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I mean it. Find yourself and everything is gonna be better.
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cant wait for all the happy posts about to come from Amp.
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Lensman wanted to talk to you.
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Wait... tomorrow are you gonna call us a bunch of fucking losers?
If yes... good set up for the next blow up. Kudos. If no... damn. I think I'm bi-poloar as well. Or at least "bi" something. Either bi-sexual or bi-mexican, I can't remember which.
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you just have a drinking problem, thats all
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For those of you who dont know what "BI- POLAR" means it means just what the name says on a emotional level.
Emotionally you are always on one side of the Polar or the other. One side being in a extreme good mood, and the other being and extreme poor or depressed mood. Where as most people find balance inbetween these to polarities a person who is "BI POLAR" is rarely in this middle equilribum state. They are always on one of the extremes. Very happy or very depressed. Depending on the severity of one's condition determines how bad or how extreme a case you are. Having a drinking problem doesnt help the condition one bit. With medication you can regualte this. Have balance. Keep on it bud and it will all work out. The meds now days are amazing as to what they can do to treat these conditions.
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![]() grow some wild hair and let your mullet grow again. back to the roots, that's always fun. |
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![]() seriously, your ship will be corrected as soon as you get that mast fixed. in other words...welcome to pharmeceutical dependency.. i hope you can handle it...so many cant.
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Lens and I have been talking and when you see your icq you'll have all the info you need. You take care bud. And like I said in the icq, the family is here for you man. I made a lot of calls for you man, and if need be I have back ups all set up for you. Hopefully it wont come to that and you can jsut get back on track in due time.
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1. Mania (manic episode). Mania often begins with a pleasurable sense of heightened energy, creativity, and social ease-feelings that can quickly escalate out of control into a full-blown manic episode. People with mania typically lack insight, deny anything is wrong, and angrily blame anyone who points out a problem. In a manic episode, the following symptoms are present for at least 1 week, to the point where the person has trouble functioning in a normal way: Feeling unusually "high," euphoric, or irritable (or appearing this way to those who know you well) Plus at least four (and often almost all) of the following: Needing little sleep yet having great amounts of energy Talking so fast that others can't follow your thinking Having racing thoughts Being so easily distracted that your attention shifts between many topics in just a few minutes Having an inflated feeling of power, greatness, or importance Doing reckless things without concern about possible bad consequences-such as spending too much money, inappropriate sexual activity, making foolish business investments. |
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i would rather you skipped the drugs. your business life will change because of it.
whatch what it does to your creativity instinct.
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Because I display many of these traits, but they're chalked up to ADHD, not depression.
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people like amp are "anxious" because the world is fucked up and they dont have the ability to walk around like zombies and block all the horrible shit out.
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i can name at least 5 of my close friends that are bi polar/ manic depressive. it's actually a very common thing. and there's tons of different ways to treat it. some of my friends have even been able to eventually "grow out of it" after they had been medicated for a while and learned to deal with it themselves. cheers bro!
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dude you are fucked up. do you really thing that it has to be "cured"? i dont. look at the fucked up things you do...thats called art and expressionism...but because it doesnt fit into the neat and tidy box most people live in, you seem to think you need to be fixed. fuck you amp...fuck you even more if you take mind controlling drugs. fuck you threetimes if this thread is a typical setup/joke.
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"Needing little sleep yet having great amounts of energy
Talking so fast that others can't follow your thinking Having racing thoughts Being so easily distracted that your attention shifts between many topics in just a few minutes Doing reckless things without concern about possible bad consequences-such as spending too much money, inappropriate sexual activity, making foolish business investments. " <b>Sounds like the requirements of entrepreneurship.</b>
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When my girl was throwing suitcases in her car last night and hauling ass.... I dropped her cell phone into the garbage disposal and put it on Mulch. Then I threw a garbage can at her car as she was driving away. Yeah.... I need to be fixed dude. |
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ADHD has many negative effects on me and my private life. ADHD does nothing but inhibit my productivity, amongst other things.
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People who are bipolar will find they can only work during certain times only depending on where there balance is at the givin moment. Many times they will find they cant work even when they want to simply becasue of this unbalance. The whole day can go by and nothing will be done simply becasue of the chemical state of mind. If treated a balance will be maintained. He will be able to work when and as he pleases. NOt when his chemial frame of mind allows him to.
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you fixed her cell phone problem. dude.
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Amp, get some Zoloft, get into some therapy.. learn some ways to take better care of yourself with this shit.. It CAN kill you, or someone else..
I would goto your doctor tomorrow and get some meds, it takes a couple weeks to build up a good level in your blood, so now is the time to start if you really want to kick dealing with your life into gear.. Alot of people think "ahh fuck that Im not gonna take some bullshit drug" but some people need it.. I took anti-depressants for years man.. was institutionalized 3 times.. and I've learned so much along the way that I can manage to get by now without them.. but it just takes steps.. sometimes baby steps.. the key is to not give up.. take the fucking advice man.. Ive been there and I know what you feel.. Media
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cant wait to see the difference between your work now and post-mind-control.
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The woman my ex took up with is Bi-polar among other things. She had so many different docs convince she had so many different maladies that needed drug therapy that when she was on her downside, she'd just pop prescription meds and sleep 24/7. She couldn't even take care of her daughter let alone hold down a job. At least that's how things were 4-5 years ago when my son was dating her daughter (prior to her messing with my ex).
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