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"what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" is such an accurate lil saying. much as you feel like something is working against you, there is definitely something working equally as hard for you or you wouldn't be alive. the angel on the one shoulder must have kicked the shit out of the devil on the other
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South Georgia really is the worst. I've had two friends, ironically they're sisters who were busted at different times, get put through the ringer in SO GA.
One was in Tifton (sp?) county and I don't remember the other small town. Tifton I remember because I had to bail her out. Both times they had to spend time behind bars, both times bail was insanely high, and both cases resolved in a phone call which pretty much said in so many words let us keep the bail money and we can forget about this whole mess. I don't even know how that shit is legal. One of them was pulled over for speeding alone- no drugs in the car what-so-ever. How does speeding, what should amount to a ticket, turn into jail time? I go up and down the east coast fairly often, on the way back as soon as I get south of Atlanta I drop that bitch down to the speed limit and white knuckle it until I'm back in my home state of FL. When you look at it though, as much shit as you've been stuck with, it's not a total raw deal because shit could always be worse. Imagine if they had caught you dealing? In a way it's almost lucky, it only takes one person you sell to getting pulled over, too pussy to take the posession charge on the knuckles, and rolling over on you. It sounds strange, but it's almost like a ballance, like a karmic give and take. Very cool to read something with so much honesty, I applaud you for that. Hopefully when the cast comes off in 2010 you'll get a fresh start. Best of luck to you. |
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that's a hell of a read man...
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Interesting read man,you've had an eventful life so far
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Great read Jay! There was once a saying I heard that said "I love Atlanta, but the only bad thing about this city is once you drive 20 minutes in any direction. You're in GA
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You're a damn fine writer.
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Yep. A ticket is essentially the same as getting arrested they have just decided that the crime is so small they aren't going to bother hauling you in and booking you for a small fine. So they give you a ticket. You can choose to pay it or go to court and fight it.
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Awesome read Jay
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The true character of a person is measured by what they do with the shitty things life throw at them and how they come out on the other end. Keep that hairy chin of yours up Sparta!
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great read jay
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Damn crazy story jay.
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I read the drug arrest prison story on your blog years ago - it was a great piece of writing, much longer and better.
post a link to that if u still have it.
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good fucken read man, very inspiring
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interesting for sure
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i feel your pain jay and am glad that for the most part everything seemed to work itself out for the best!!! Hope your foot heals soon!
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It kind of looks like you have come full circle. The broken foot at the start of all this and now again at the end of it. hopefully it is a sign that things are changing and you are leaving that part of your life behind for good.
On another note though. have you ever seen anyone about your social anxiety. I don't mean in the way of having them put you on an anti-depressant or anything like that. But maybe a therapist could help you find the root of your social anxiety so you could deal with in a better way than drinking. just a thought. Good read though. |
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Cool story brah
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You think he killed himself because he was happy? LOL Any of us with a few decades of partying under our belt have drug induced stories to share, its up to us to pull ourw4lves up out the gutter and clean ourselves up. not qwither away until you pull the trigger one day out of misery.
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There are more interesting felons to read about, sorry...
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It sounds like every jail story I ever heard during the 6 years I spent in the joint... look forward bro... live and let live.
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baby, you need to go see a witch doctor and get yourself a "cleanse" ;)
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I don't know how you had the balls to not just "get the fuck out of the states and stay the fuck out of the states".... you having the iron pants to actually continue living here through all of that impresses me more than anything .
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Wow, I thought I was the only one with a fucked up past. Kudos to you for moving on and continuing to live YOUR life! My life slowed down a bit once I had a son, but I do plan on writing a book myself...similar, yet different stories.
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he just decided to kill himself before his quality of life was shit, which is admirable in my eyes. no point in being a martyr. was nice when you were gone. not so idiotic. idiot. |
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You are amazing!
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thats pretty crazy man. honestly, good for you for taking a chance instead of sitting at home to wait out the 10 years.
ive heard horror stories from friends when they went to the south, I will NEVER step foot anywhere near there for those reasons.
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jesus....what an amazing story u blogged.
It takes some big nutz to openly write about your life like you have done. I bow down to you.... |
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That makes 2 of us.
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write a book.
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Does the broken foot incident make you feel like you might have gone full circle? Must run a real number on anxiety...
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I just finish reading it. Damn what a story man!
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Excellent read Jay and I'm sorry you've had to go through all of this...However, if you take what you've gone through, learn from it and move forward, you'll only be a stronger person.
My life was nothing like yours (with the jail, legal troubles, etc), but I did battle the drink a bit...Like you, it was for social anxiety. Keep your head up and keep pushing on. CHeers to good things in 2010! P.S. Great read! |
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starting to read now
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good read!
sorry to hear about your foot that totally blows. your next party theme should be doctors & nurses.
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Thanks for sharing your story.
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great read.
Been through dirty cops myself - fuckin sucks " I suffer from a form of social anxiety. I am a very quiet and shy person naturally, it takes some alcohol to bring be out of my shell. When I am sober, even the most mundane of social scenarios make me nervous and fidgety. If you know me, that may seem ridiculous, but it’s true." I get that. When I haven't been to a show in a long time I get huge anxiety before I meet with people. My grandma had TB 2X in her life and lived to 89. Thank God it wasn't Aids. You'll get past the TB thing. bones break, viruses run their course. Just happy to hear it sounds like you'll be ok!
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so glad that you got it all out. Thankfully, I'm one of the few who've taken the time to listen and get to hear it striaght from the horses mouth.
Feel better Jay. Miss you tons and take care of that foot! The bones in your feet take 6 times longer to heal than any other bones in your body..but you know that .. See you in a couple weeks! xoxo
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Amazing story Jay.
It would be interesting to read more about the Adult Business, more details on how you started, your experience, etc... btw, what are those links to offensiveseo.com ? |
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