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selena · 12-17-2010, 10:33 AM

She died last night sometime in bed. It was something to do with her respiratory system, I am sure.

Since I sell on Amazon, I have orders backed up, expedited orders to get out, orders continuing to come in. My driveway and the streets are a sheet of ice, and I have to get out and drive.

We had a horribly toxic relationship, and to say her lack of protection when I was little screwed me and all my brothers and sisters up is a laughable understatement. For eyars, I did not allow her to have any contact with me at all. It's just been in the last year and a half or so that I allowed it. So I will sort out how I feel about all it when I can stop and think.

I have a headache and am stressing.

So cyber hugs are now being accepted.

bluemoney · 12-17-2010, 10:35 AM

Sorry for your loss, I know this is a tuff time for you.

JFK · 12-17-2010, 10:35 AM

my sincere condolences, irregardless of your relationship with her ......

Zuzana Designs · 12-17-2010, 10:38 AM

I’m so sorry for your loss Selena. My prayers go out to you and your family during this hard time.

SallyRand · 12-17-2010, 10:38 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by selena

She died last night sometime in bed. It was something to do with her respiratory system, I am sure.

Since I sell on Amazon, I have orders backed up, expedited orders to get out, orders continuing to come in. My driveway and the streets are a sheet of ice, and I have to get out and drive.

We had a horribly toxic relationship, and to say her lack of protection when I was little screwed me and all my brothers and sisters up is a laughable understatement. For eyars, I did not allow her to have any contact with me at all. It's just been in the last year and a half or so that I allowed it. So I will sort out how I feel about all it when I can stop and think.

I have a headache and am stressing.

So cyber hugs are now being accepted.

Concentrate right now on doing what you have to do; get your work done and I'm sorry for perhaps being trite but life goes on and you have to live it. There will be plenty of time for you to think about this and assess it. We often love even those who have abused and tortured us, so I recognize the dichotomy inherent in your situation and although, not much good at hugs, I'll post this as my hug.

You hang in there because whatever is going on right now, it will get better.

Honez · 12-17-2010, 10:39 AM

Bunches of cyber hugs sent. Use as needed

Tom_PM · 12-17-2010, 10:43 AM

Sorry for your loss and your mess to sort through. One day at a time.

dyna mo · 12-17-2010, 10:43 AM

hug for you selena.

munki · 12-17-2010, 10:44 AM

Hugs en route...

LeRoy · 12-17-2010, 10:45 AM

Sorry for your loss selena. Cyberhugs sent!

spazlabz · 12-17-2010, 10:45 AM

I do not know you personally but my thoughts are with you. I wish you strength and comfort during this trying time in your life

CaptainHowdy · 12-17-2010, 10:47 AM

I'm not into commonplaces, only god knows how you must really feel....

VladS · 12-17-2010, 10:49 AM

May she Rest in Peace! All the best wishes for you, keep your head up and have faith.

magicmike · 12-17-2010, 10:49 AM

Sorry for your loss even with the state of the relationship over the years.

DWB · 12-17-2010, 10:51 AM

***** huge cyber hug *****

sweetcuties · 12-17-2010, 10:54 AM

Oh wow, sorry to hear that.

Agent 488 · 12-17-2010, 10:54 AM

sorry to hear it, but forgiveness is the only way to heal. let it go or it will toxify your life and you will become your mother, if you are not her already.

baddog · 12-17-2010, 10:58 AM

((((((((((selena)))))))))

pornguy · 12-17-2010, 11:02 AM

Sorry to hear hun. My mom was and still is sort of the same way. and my family is a little on the dysfunctional side. I however learned how to deal with it. Shoot things. Especially things that move and if they can shoot back. All the better. For the average person Paint ball is good.

Either way, sorry to hear and I personally have been waiting on that call myself.

Furious_Male · 12-17-2010, 11:06 AM

Sounds very rough. Condolences. Sending some positive karma your way.

96ukssob · 12-17-2010, 11:07 AM

I'm sorry for your loss. This time of year can be very difficult to lose a loved one. Not sure if there is anything I can do to help, but please let me know

CYF · 12-17-2010, 11:07 AM

my condolences.

GT-Omar · 12-17-2010, 11:07 AM

So sorry to hear that Selena. My condolences go out to you and your family.

alias · 12-17-2010, 11:09 AM

Big hug for you!

ShellyCrash · 12-17-2010, 11:09 AM

Ehugs sent via ICQ.

I have a similar relationship with my mother. She lived her life for her and now you have to live your life for you. Sometimes that means keeping family members at arm's length (and sometimes shutting them out for entire periods of time) to prevent them from causing you more harm and pain.

czarina · 12-17-2010, 11:11 AM

I'm so sorry to hear. It is difficult to lose a parent, but when the relationship between you and that parent is strained, it leaves you with a bitter aftertaste for years.
Hoping you get over this without a problem; give yourself an hour, sit down, have some hot tea and get in touch with your feelings.

Here is a big cyber-hug for you!!!

CPA37710T · 12-17-2010, 11:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by selena

She died last night sometime in bed. It was something to do with her respiratory system, I am sure.

Since I sell on Amazon, I have orders backed up, expedited orders to get out, orders continuing to come in. My driveway and the streets are a sheet of ice, and I have to get out and drive.

We had a horribly toxic relationship, and to say her lack of protection when I was little screwed me and all my brothers and sisters up is a laughable understatement. For eyars, I did not allow her to have any contact with me at all. It's just been in the last year and a half or so that I allowed it. So I will sort out how I feel about all it when I can stop and think.

I have a headache and am stressing.

So cyber hugs are now being accepted.

Sorry for your loss Selena, she's now in a better place, i wish you serenity and tranquility to get over this situation.

RuthB · 12-17-2010, 11:17 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss Selena. I don't know you personally but please accept a ton of cyber hugs. Losing a parent is one of the roughest things in the world.

webairalex · 12-17-2010, 11:20 AM

My condolences Selena, cyber hugs!

Sarah_Jayne · 12-17-2010, 11:22 AM

I am very sorry to hear of your loss. Toxic or not, the loss of a family member is always going to be difficult even if part of the mourning process is for the relationship that could have been vs what was there in reality. *hugs*

signupdamnit · 12-17-2010, 12:26 PM

Sorry to hear of your loss. There are people near me who are also on their way out and I don't like to think about it but I know it will happen.

USA · 12-17-2010, 12:28 PM

I’m so sorry for your loss Selena.

Deej · 12-17-2010, 12:29 PM

I dread the day I have to endure this scenario...

Thank god today Im having lunch with mine though!!!

Harsh News Selena. I hope you work it all out in mind n heart...

Phoenix · 12-17-2010, 12:30 PM

sorry to hear about that

has to be a hard thing no matter what your relationship was like.

pinkbits · 12-17-2010, 12:32 PM

So sorry for your loss selena.

Robert-Jan · 12-17-2010, 12:34 PM

I wish you, and your family, a lot of strength. Hang in there!

Profits of Doom · 12-17-2010, 12:35 PM

You know I love you Selena, and I am sending as many cyber hugs your way as you can handle...

VikingMan · 12-17-2010, 12:42 PM

Its tough losing parents regardless if how your relationship was. If you have your own kids you can turn that around to make sure they never think the same about you someday.

Best wishes.

PurrrsianPussyKat · 12-17-2010, 12:52 PM

Not sure if the icq I have for you is still the one you use.. so just in case it isn't, here's some GREAT BIG CYBER HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and if it is, then you got double the hugs!

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Ross · 12-17-2010, 01:32 PM

Horrible thing to go through anytime never mind Christmas. All the best Selena.

CurrentlySober · 12-17-2010, 01:38 PM

Condolences.

docputer · 12-17-2010, 02:20 PM

Sorry for your loss. I lost my mom this year, and I think I know how you feel. Anyway, get through this knowing that there are lots of folks thinking of you.

Kenny B! · 12-17-2010, 02:22 PM

Sorry for your loss

Davy · 12-17-2010, 02:26 PM

If you had a bad relationship with her, then now is the best time to break a bottle of champagne and get on with your life.

pornmasta · 12-17-2010, 04:40 PM

accept my condolences...

DateDoc · 12-17-2010, 04:43 PM

Sad. RIP mom!

TurboAngel · 12-17-2010, 04:43 PM

I'm so sorry.

TrashyContent · 12-17-2010, 04:46 PM

Really sorry to hear your news... I hope you can stay strong, RIP Mom

NutraCash · 12-17-2010, 05:01 PM

I am soo very sorry to hear that! ((((((HUGS)))))))

BruceM · 12-17-2010, 05:09 PM

Sorry to hear that Selena

12-17-2010, 10:33 AM	#1
selena Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: On The Edge Posts: 7,994	So I got an early morning wakeup call that my mom died She died last night sometime in bed. It was something to do with her respiratory system, I am sure. Since I sell on Amazon, I have orders backed up, expedited orders to get out, orders continuing to come in. My driveway and the streets are a sheet of ice, and I have to get out and drive. We had a horribly toxic relationship, and to say her lack of protection when I was little screwed me and all my brothers and sisters up is a laughable understatement. For eyars, I did not allow her to have any contact with me at all. It's just been in the last year and a half or so that I allowed it. So I will sort out how I feel about all it when I can stop and think. I have a headache and am stressing. So cyber hugs are now being accepted. __________________ ~ Doer of Things at MetArtMoney Where Flawless Beauty Meets Art ~The MetArt Network ~ selena.delgado9

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12-17-2010, 10:54 AM	#17
Agent 488 Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 22,511	sorry to hear it, but forgiveness is the only way to heal. let it go or it will toxify your life and you will become your mother, if you are not her already.

12-17-2010, 10:58 AM	#18
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12-17-2010, 12:35 PM	#37
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