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Sarah_Jayne · 04-18-2005, 05:59 AM

I just wanted to say outloud (since I said the bad stuff outloud in the past) - for the first time in five months I feel a bit happy, a bit back to a normal and a bit 'me' again.

I wanted to say thanks again with a clear head. There are still so many things I need to deal with and I still dip really low sometimes but the trip to the Pheonix forum was a break I needed, I think to get totally away from the situation for a bit and come back recharged.

I noticed that in the last two weeks I am eating proper meals again (yes, I know it is hard to tell from looking at me but I have barely eaten in five months) and I am back watching the tv shows I used to watch, I just booked gig tickets (haven't been to a gig since September..bought some tickets but never went..didn't feel right) that I will actually go to, am following the news all day again and have somehow slipped totally back into my work schedule.

Mix that with sudden motivation to get my teeth into new projects and for the first time in five months I feel some happiness.

Thanks friends.

DutchTeenCash · 04-18-2005, 06:00 AM

good very good, I remember your post and Im glad to read things are going a bit better again.

Egypt[4TH-Reactor] · 04-18-2005, 06:01 AM

I understand you very well

I'll do what I want only in couple of weeks and I'm waiting impationately!

AcidMax · 04-18-2005, 06:01 AM

Good to hear, you (as you have experienced) only live once. I am sure your loved ones would want you to be happy as well.

Good Luck.

TurboAngel · 04-18-2005, 06:03 AM

I'm soooo happy to hear that hun!

Cassie · 04-18-2005, 06:18 AM

that's great sarah.

Nicky · 04-18-2005, 06:21 AM

good to hear Sarah, keep getting happier

Froey Twe · 04-18-2005, 06:22 AM

i'm glad your feeling better babe, keep it up!

LadyMischief · 04-18-2005, 06:22 AM

Glad to hear that you're doing better Sarah. Time will be the best healer, but you are on your way in the right direction.

Basic_man · 04-18-2005, 06:23 AM

No needs to thanks me :P

JFK · 04-18-2005, 06:24 AM

You GO Girl

Spunky · 04-18-2005, 06:25 AM

Time heals all wounds..

Sarah_Jayne · 04-18-2005, 06:26 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by spunky

Time heals all wounds..

not sure this wound will ever 'heal' but it is getting slightly easier to deal with on a daily basis.

chemicaleyes · 04-18-2005, 06:35 AM

Great to hear.

Sarah_Jayne · 04-18-2005, 12:22 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by chemicaleyes

Great to hear.

thanks

who · 04-18-2005, 12:24 PM

Well, keep up the good work. Get your ass moving and back into gear, and it will be easier.

Chio The Pirate · 04-18-2005, 12:26 PM

YARGH! Good to hear. I feel like dancin'

Sarah_Jayne · 04-18-2005, 12:27 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Chio The Pirate

YARGH! Good to hear. I feel like dancin'

i am ashamed to admit how much you make me laugh

Screaming · 04-18-2005, 12:27 PM

good and hope it continues

Tala · 04-18-2005, 12:28 PM

Very good. Congrats, hon. I know it's hard, but it looks like you're dealing very well.

C-Bass · 04-18-2005, 12:29 PM

Good to hear Sarah!!!

Rich · 04-18-2005, 12:31 PM

Good to hear, keep it up.

You're a very strong person, I can't imagine going through what you did. You have to take the good with the bad in life I suppose.

Evil Jawa · 04-18-2005, 12:39 PM

how much you weight anyway ?

Rich · 04-18-2005, 12:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Evil Jawa

how much you weight anyway ?

go away please

Sarah_Jayne · 04-18-2005, 12:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Evil Jawa

how much you weight anyway ?

a lot less than I did five months ago...nice sig btw

sickkittens · 04-18-2005, 12:42 PM

Good to hear. Be happy.

LauraLee · 04-18-2005, 12:45 PM

Glad to hear things are getting a little bit back to "normal".
I hope time continues to help you heal...

LL

Evil Jawa · 04-18-2005, 12:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rich

go away please

suck a cock

Metalsound · 04-18-2005, 01:05 PM

We all support you girl

MaDalton · 04-18-2005, 01:16 PM

that's good to hear

04-18-2005, 05:59 AM	#1
Sarah_Jayne Now with more Jayne Industry Role: Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Los Angeles Posts: 40,077	I don't know if this is appropriate to say here but I just wanted to say outloud (since I said the bad stuff outloud in the past) - for the first time in five months I feel a bit happy, a bit back to a normal and a bit 'me' again. I wanted to say thanks again with a clear head. There are still so many things I need to deal with and I still dip really low sometimes but the trip to the Pheonix forum was a break I needed, I think to get totally away from the situation for a bit and come back recharged. I noticed that in the last two weeks I am eating proper meals again (yes, I know it is hard to tell from looking at me but I have barely eaten in five months) and I am back watching the tv shows I used to watch, I just booked gig tickets (haven't been to a gig since September..bought some tickets but never went..didn't feel right) that I will actually go to, am following the news all day again and have somehow slipped totally back into my work schedule. Mix that with sudden motivation to get my teeth into new projects and for the first time in five months I feel some happiness. Thanks friends.

04-18-2005, 06:00 AM	#2
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04-18-2005, 06:01 AM	#3
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04-18-2005, 06:03 AM	#5
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04-18-2005, 06:21 AM	#7
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04-18-2005, 06:22 AM	#8
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04-18-2005, 06:22 AM	#9
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04-18-2005, 06:25 AM	#12
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04-18-2005, 06:35 AM	#14
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04-18-2005, 12:24 PM	#16
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04-18-2005, 12:26 PM	#17
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04-18-2005, 12:27 PM	#19
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04-18-2005, 12:28 PM	#20
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04-18-2005, 12:31 PM	#22
Rich So Fucking Banned Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 11,486	Good to hear, keep it up. You're a very strong person, I can't imagine going through what you did. You have to take the good with the bad in life I suppose.

04-18-2005, 12:39 PM	#23
Evil Jawa So Fucking Banned Join Date: Nov 2001 Posts: 444	how much you weight anyway ?

04-18-2005, 12:42 PM	#26
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04-18-2005, 01:05 PM	#29
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