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Cheshire · 10-01-2002, 09:29 PM

My buddy Brent took his life today...

good guy, sweet soul, beautiful heart... it doesn't make sense.

He's the type of guy I could have been anywhere with and felt 100% safe ~ but he couldn't see past his own fears, and it killed him.

I was just thinking about him a few days ago, was gonna call and didn't... it's amazing how things change so quickly. I wish I could have said goodbye.

R.I.P. Brent L.

TeraBabes · 10-01-2002, 09:30 PM

I'm sorry to hear that, Cheshire... That sucks.

^R3K^ · 10-01-2002, 09:30 PM

I'm sorry to hear that Cheshire..

Nothing said can console you..

But My thoughts are with you

Fletch XXX · 10-01-2002, 09:31 PM

Death is never easily greeted.

Condolences.

AaronM · 10-01-2002, 09:32 PM

Sorry about the loss.

dirtyone · 10-01-2002, 09:33 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Fletch XXX
Death is never easily greeted.

Condolences.

Fletch... always with the right thing to say.

My condolences also

Exxxotica · 10-01-2002, 09:34 PM

hershie · 10-01-2002, 09:34 PM

sorry about your loss; glad to see you are able to talk about it and not keep it bottled up inside.

asuna · 10-01-2002, 09:36 PM

I know what you mean, and im not just saying it to cheer u you, i hate it when people do that, one of my friends killed himself also..
and my mom is dying in the hospital, so I know how tough it is.. and it IS good to talk about it

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 09:36 PM

don't blame him - suicide is a mental disorder and should be looked on as someone who was sick and didn't recieve medical help in time.

Sorry for your loss.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 09:38 PM

Suicide is for the weak.

Life was just too hard. *sniffle*

Cheshire · 10-01-2002, 09:39 PM

Live for those who cannot.

Have strength for those who have not.

Pray for those whom give you joy, and cherish what their love has taught.

~Suicide is a perminent solution to a temporary problem.~

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 09:41 PM

I take that back. Cliche makes me want to kill myself.

jimmyf · 10-01-2002, 09:41 PM

Cheshire · 10-01-2002, 09:41 PM

lol Labret

Jizar II · 10-01-2002, 09:47 PM

Sad news. I feel sorry for you, 6 month ago my best friend tried to take his own life, by pure luck he was found in the appartment minutes before it was to late. I have been feeling very strange ever since. I just don´t understand what can make people do such crazy things.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 09:48 PM

If I thought I was gonna do 20+ years in a super max facility... I would debate it.

SetTheWorldonFire · 10-01-2002, 09:48 PM

Fletch XXX · 10-01-2002, 09:50 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by [Labret]
If I thought I was gonna do 20+ years in a super max facility... I would debate it.

No walls.

I'd spill my blood before being locked up.

hell no.

The thought of it triggers an anxiety and panic that burns.

Never.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 09:52 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Fletch XXX

No walls.

I'd spill my blood before being locked up.

hell no.

The thought of it triggers an anxiety and panic that burns.

Never.

I think I could do 1 to 5 pretty easy. But not if it is super max. I already sit in a office 18 hours a day, and then sleep the other 6. Its not much of a stretch. I could get more reading done.

On-top · 10-01-2002, 09:54 PM

Somethings in life just don't make sense.

Hang in there, and smile a little. It helps. ;)

Jamdin · 10-01-2002, 09:55 PM

My condolences, Cheshire, but at least he's at peace until the next reincarnation...

One of my saddest poems ever written years ago was...

Suicide

Suicidal tendacies
Underline my thoughts.
I may have been crazy
'Cause I wouldn't fight.
I'm so tired of living,
Death looks so right.
Even now I'm dying...

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 09:55 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by [Labret]

I think I could do 1 to 5 pretty easy. But not if it is super max. I already sit in a office 18 hours a day, and then sleep the other 6. Its not much of a stretch. I could get more reading done.

stretch is what happens to your asshole in prison - or so Aussie Rebel tells me.

L0stMind · 10-01-2002, 09:57 PM

sorry to hear it Cheshire.

however, I am with Labret. Taking your own life without just cause is pretty weak.

I'd consider suicide if my outlook was beyond hopeless. IE - you are gonna die a long, slow horrible death from a disease with no cure...

theking · 10-01-2002, 09:57 PM

I understand loss of someone close.

Jon · 10-01-2002, 09:58 PM

in hs 13 kids killed themselves in my grade.. it was pretty sad. sorry to hear about your loss chesire.

Kanoealoha · 10-01-2002, 09:58 PM

?Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.?

my condolences...

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 09:59 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Kanoealoha
?Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.?

my condolences...

excellent quote

TDF · 10-01-2002, 10:00 PM

life without a computer is suicide..

EscortBiz · 10-01-2002, 10:00 PM

My condolences also

[H] · 10-01-2002, 10:01 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by [Labret]
Suicide is for the weak.

I agree with your first statement.

-=HOAX=- · 10-01-2002, 10:02 PM

That call is definitely not any fun...he's in a better place, but still has work to do...pray for his strength.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 10:02 PM

Shit, its cause we are a society of weak pussies.

Our grandparents were refugies living in pits and work camps, married at 14, fighting wars at 16. Working HARD until you fucking die.

Some yuppy doesnt get cream on his frappachino or doesnt get his raise at work... bang bang. Our high rates of suicide only prove we are a bunch of weak little bitches.

Mr.Fiction · 10-01-2002, 10:04 PM

Sorry.

galleryseek · 10-01-2002, 10:06 PM

sometimes the reason people commit suicide isn't always because they're "weak". psychologically some will take their life and be totally content and happy with the decision. shit, some geniuses have taken their life. so rather than concluding that a person is weak for killing themselves, try to keep in mind the other possibilities.

-- in time life will get better - the confusion will subside and acceptance will emerge.

GFED · 10-01-2002, 10:06 PM

Sorry to hear that Chesire... my good friend, and dealer killed himself a few days ago... He was a recovering alcoholic that became dependent on pills to make him feel better... he was always depressed... he was only 38...

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 10:07 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by [Labret]
Shit, its cause we are a society of weak pussies.

Our grandparents were refugies living in pits and work camps, married at 14, fighting wars at 16. Working HARD until you fucking die.

Some yuppy doesnt get cream on his frappachino or doesnt get his raise at work... bang bang. Our high rates of suicide only prove we are a bunch of weak little bitches.

look at the stats on pioneers - suicide happened in even higher percentage numbers with them then it does today.

Jon · 10-01-2002, 10:08 PM

gary i think you'd better lay off them protien shakes.. they are getting you to think all deep and sentimental..

[H] · 10-01-2002, 10:08 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by galleryseek
sometimes the reason people commit suicide isn't always because they're "weak". psychologically some will take their life and be totally content and happy with the decision. shit, some geniuses have taken their life. so rather than concluding that a person is weak for killing themselves, try to keep in mind the other possibilities.

bullshit. Suicide is a cowards way out.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 10:08 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by SleazyDream

look at the stats on pioneers - suicide happened in even higher percentage numbers with them then it does today.

Im lazy, give me a link.

Kimmykim · 10-01-2002, 10:09 PM

Sorry Cheshire, those things are never pretty. And never easy.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 10:30 PM

Tom Petty makes me want to kill myself.

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 10:32 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by [Labret]
Tom Petty makes me want to kill myself.

you have mail - it's a Tom Petty sound track file

Pornwolf · 10-01-2002, 10:32 PM

Was he a great guy? ---------------------------------------------Yeah!

Was he fun to be around? ---------------------------------------Yeah!

Could you depend on him in rough times?---------------------Yeah!

Do you know what happens to people when they die?-------NO!

Stop feeling bad for him. For all we know he could be in pure bliss right now. From the way it sounds, damnation w/eternal fire and an extra helping of brimstone was not his calling. (if you believe in that sort of thing.)

If you keep things in perspective, to be sad and mournful is a little selfish right now.

If he told you he was leaving and could never talk to any of his friends again because Hugh Hefner adopted him and gave him the master bedroom in the Playboy Mansion would you be as sad?

Wherever he is I am willing to bet it's nicer than that.

How can you be sad about that?

Cheshire · 10-01-2002, 10:32 PM

This is the third call of this type I've received.

First was my best friend from middle school, second was my best friend of eight years' father... It's so surreal.

Whatever the personal reason for someone to do this, whatever the events that led up to it... it's so unnecesary, so disappointing, so permanent...

All I can do is think of how sad he must have been, and be sad myself ~ that he didn't realize how amazing he was... is...

10-01-2002, 10:35 PM

Sorry to hear that Cheshire.

[Labret] · 10-01-2002, 10:36 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by SleazyDream

you have mail - it's a Tom Petty sound track file

oh you guy

mastamindz · 10-01-2002, 10:37 PM

Sorry to hear that

I know the feeling all to well

My best friend also took his life this weekend. Its pretty hard because He was just at my place, the couch still has the blankets and pillows on it. I almost wish I made him stay a few more days.

Cheshire · 10-01-2002, 10:49 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by mastamindz
Sorry to hear that

I know the feeling all to well

My best friend also took his life this weekend. Its pretty hard because He was just at my place, the couch still has the blankets and pillows on it. I almost wish I made him stay a few more days.

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry....

we touched them the only ways we could, we loved them to the extent of our being, we will cherish them to the end of our time.

SleazyDream · 10-01-2002, 10:51 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Cheshire

we touched them the only ways we could, we loved them to the extent of our being, we will cherish them to the end of our time.

why is it nobody ever says nice things like that to me?

10-01-2002, 09:29 PM	#1
Cheshire Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Rosen-Villin Posts: 5,738	The Phone Call You're Never Prepared To Receive... My buddy Brent took his life today... good guy, sweet soul, beautiful heart... it doesn't make sense. He's the type of guy I could have been anywhere with and felt 100% safe ~ but he couldn't see past his own fears, and it killed him. I was just thinking about him a few days ago, was gonna call and didn't... it's amazing how things change so quickly. I wish I could have said goodbye. R.I.P. Brent L. __________________ just a little bit naughty

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hershie Confirmed User Join Date: Jun 2002 Posts: 4,642	sorry about your loss; glad to see you are able to talk about it and not keep it bottled up inside.

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[Labret] Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2001 Location: Са́нкт-Петербу́рг Posts: 10,945	Suicide is for the weak. Life was just too hard. sniffle

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Cheshire Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Rosen-Villin Posts: 5,738	Live for those who cannot. Have strength for those who have not. Pray for those whom give you joy, and cherish what their love has taught. ~Suicide is a perminent solution to a temporary problem.~ __________________ just a little bit naughty Last edited by Cheshire; 10-01-2002 at 09:41 PM..

10-01-2002, 09:41 PM	#13
[Labret] Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2001 Location: Са́нкт-Петербу́рг Posts: 10,945	I take that back. Cliche makes me want to kill myself.

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Jizar II Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2001 Location: LLL© Posts: 1,425	Sad news. I feel sorry for you, 6 month ago my best friend tried to take his own life, by pure luck he was found in the appartment minutes before it was to late. I have been feeling very strange ever since. I just don´t understand what can make people do such crazy things.

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Jamdin Registered User Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Kansas Posts: 3,560	My condolences, Cheshire, but at least he's at peace until the next reincarnation... One of my saddest poems ever written years ago was... Suicide Suicidal tendacies Underline my thoughts. I may have been crazy 'Cause I wouldn't fight. I'm so tired of living, Death looks so right. Even now I'm dying...

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L0stMind Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Vancity Posts: 1,681	sorry to hear it Cheshire. however, I am with Labret. Taking your own life without just cause is pretty weak. I'd consider suicide if my outlook was beyond hopeless. IE - you are gonna die a long, slow horrible death from a disease with no cure...

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galleryseek Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2002 Posts: 8,234	sometimes the reason people commit suicide isn't always because they're "weak". psychologically some will take their life and be totally content and happy with the decision. shit, some geniuses have taken their life. so rather than concluding that a person is weak for killing themselves, try to keep in mind the other possibilities. -- in time life will get better - the confusion will subside and acceptance will emerge.

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[Labret] Registered User Industry Role: Join Date: May 2001 Location: Са́нкт-Петербу́рг Posts: 10,945	Tom Petty makes me want to kill myself.

10-01-2002, 10:32 PM	#44
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10-01-2002, 10:37 PM	#48
mastamindz Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Canada Posts: 3,547	Sorry to hear that I know the feeling all to well My best friend also took his life this weekend. Its pretty hard because He was just at my place, the couch still has the blankets and pillows on it. I almost wish I made him stay a few more days. __________________ If you click here, you will make money.