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Tube groupie.
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Everything you ever wanted to know about my sickness, criminal past, and prison time
I haven't talked about a lot of what has happened to me, it feels good to just let it out:
http://www.xxxjay.com/index.php/2009...life%E2%80%A6/ It is probably the best blog I ever wrote. |
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H.B.I.C.
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Glad you're feeling better now. You don't still want us all to die right?
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Ik ben een aap
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Sig spot, going to read!
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I make pixels work
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Ill have to curl up in my smoking jacket next to my fireplace and great dane tonight and read all about your trials and tribulations. Pour some 27 year old scotch and invest some time to give your words their due.
til then...
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Tube groupie.
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It's 3149 words fo brutally honest truth.
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So Fucking Banned
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Pussy.
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now you got it out write the screenplay.
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wow jay, I'm so sorry for all your hardships. can you post your paypal so I can send you some money???
WN4L
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I thought that was a pretty interesting read. Hope life gets better!
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it's in there.. now why don't you go get something nice for yourself this holiday season.
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I'm clockin' ya, Versace shade watchin' ya
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reading now |
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Tube groupie.
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how many pesos?
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Interesting read Jay. Social anxiety? I havent met you but I would never have thought..
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that was interesting...
the stickler with felonies is they will bring you back from any state... sucks that such a small problem exploded on you... then again people in qatar selling drugs get put to death by the government... I guess it's time to make some money now and hire the real attorney's to make sure no shit happens to you again... good read though man... lifes tough for sure |
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That was a great read.. I wish you a great 2010 and beyond...If your coming to Vegas in Jan. I look forward to meeting you..
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Great post/story dude, have a great life from now on and enjoy as much as you can!
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I know I should get over that, but it's working for now. |
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I'm clockin' ya, Versace shade watchin' ya
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wow that was some sick ass story... I read your other posts on the blog too... congrats on your sale of your seo empire.. How the hell did you manage to update 150+ blogs a day? LOLOL
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blah
you still have my belt from when i got 86'd from the power house, AND you never sent me the pix... bastard
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always like you have something haunting you in the background.
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They left the door open
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Great read!!! Ever watch "My Name Is Earl"? Karma is a bitch, but more Just than any judicial system out there...... Just keep living right and the good will follow
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Crazy story. You are correct, the South is fucked up. Tons of corruption.
When I was 21 some friends and I went on a trip to New Orleans. On our way back after a long weekend we were pulled over in a small town in Louisiana. It was for speeding (everyone was sober in the car) and didn't seem like a big deal. The cop must have thought we were drunk because we looked real tired (really hungover). He told the driver to get out of the car and when he was getting out he grabbed him by the back of the shirt and threw him on the hood of the car hard. He proceeded to slam his head into the hood and yell at him calling him a punk kid who wasn't following directions fast enough. He wanted him to take a breathalyzer and as he asked he said "if you don't cooperate I'll have to use force and you don't want that". Said something along the lines of how he could do whatever he wanted to because no one would believe a bunch of punk kids over him. It was really scary actually. Everyone I've told it to assumes we were doing something bad but it couldn't be farther from the truth. One of the guys was sleeping in the backseat and I was listening to a Discman in the passenger seat. No drinking, no drugs on us, nothing. I thought this guy was going to shoot us all. He said we were being fined for speeding and it could be more if we didn't pay the fine immediately which was $250. We had $150 on us and the cop said the city would bill us for the rest. Finally let us go. My friend who was driving had his nose busted open and a lip that eventually needed stitches when we got back to Minnesota. Not surprisingly, we never got a bill for the rest so I'm assuming he just pocketed the money. Total redneck cop and just a scary as shit situation. We assumed he saw our Minnesota plates and just didn't like Northerners or young guys. He kept saying stuff about "you guys think you can come down here and do whatever the fuck you want". Amazing experience all over going like 15 miles over the speed limit. |
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I am Amazing Content!
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6 months jail and 10 years probation for some weed and acid? thats crazy
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The xxxJay legend goes on...
Sucks balls about the jail and medical problems, but hey, no one can say that you haven't lived your life on the edge... ![]() ![]() ![]() ADG |
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I was in jail too, but that is not for pride
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Dude you need to get 100% sober and get in some decent shape.
Its no fun being a rock star when it starts to catch up with you.. Marina is right too. You have an amazing talent writing. Your stuff always seems to keep my interest and I have bad ADD. hehe |
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Damn thats crazy. Glad you beat the system
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Make STACK$
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The only issue i have is not having enough pussy..everyday
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Amount: $0.05 USD Transaction Date: Dec 27, 2009 Transaction ID: 4LA39105P61518042 Subject: You've got money! Thanks man. |
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de nada! and there is a lot more where that came from.... peep this.. you got lucky http://abcnews.go.com/Health/wireStory?id=9427607
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Remember, kids... drugs are bad.
This wouldnt have happened if drugs had not been involved. |
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Pay It Forward
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damn make sure u do some good along the way
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Killer story, bro.
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Great story Jay.
You are a self made success story. Fuck the haters, you are an originator.
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Desire it and have it!!!
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All power yo you xxxjay! You had the strength to get through all of this, the strength to share it .... you have creative talent writing and playing music ..... stay strong, be good to yourself and keep rocking!
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That's nearly inspiration enough for me to write all of the shit that has happened to me and out any piece of shit human beings I've encountered. Not like anyone would read it, but I hear ya. Kudos for getting that off your chest.
Once your foot starts to get better you should get into yoga. Bikram hot yoga specifically will kick your ass into shape. Your bones will strengthen and the stronger muscles / stabilizer muscles, etc. will hold your body together better, and the more important part you'll become much much less anxious, and much more social. Bikram hot yoga is a group yoga in a hot room. Any fears you have of seeming silly or not knowing what your doing, you learn to get rid of very quickly, and the best time to go is when you don't want to.
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Jay. You are an interesting individual indeed.
:-)
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I am Amazing Content!
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Do you?
If you read Jay's story you would realize he is one of the few people who has been able to build several successful companies without outside investors money; most importantly he has done it his own way. I am very confident that Jay's next business venture, while it will shock most people in the adult industry, will do very well.
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Shave that beard, hippie! Join the Core.
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I have nothing but respect for Jays businesses and what he as achieved. He does not need you to be his cheerleader. "he is one of the few people who has been able to build several successful companies without outside investors money" Few? 100's of people have done this if not 1000's. I read the whole thing and it sounds like a cry for help. Dude needs to clean up his act and focus on his talents. To say good job to some one who is sick and having a hard time really rubbed me the wrong way. Good luck to you |
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good read Jay
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Quite a story... not too many people rebound and continue life unmitigated like that.
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