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pxxx · 11-25-2004, 12:47 PM

I am so so so sorry sarah, God bless his soul. RIP Marc.

robfantasy · 11-25-2004, 01:14 PM

my condolences, my thoughts are with you during these tough times.

Nysus · 11-25-2004, 01:18 PM

My heart goes out to you, best wishes dealing with this, try to get somewhere near family.

Take care,
Matt

HarlotCash Dyker · 11-25-2004, 01:41 PM

Really sorry to hear this sad new - My heart goes out to you. Only 2 weeks ago we lost our baby - I know the pain you are feeling now.

Kicker · 11-25-2004, 03:13 PM

Sorry to hear this

Jace · 11-25-2004, 03:34 PM

Sarah

I was just sitting here thinking about your loss, and this song came on....it is called Angel's Wings, by Social Distortion...

it is about finding love, but it made me start crying while I was thinking about everything that happened to you. I guess some things are just meant to fit, and I think this song is one of those things

please listen to it

http://www.jacexxx.com/tmp/SocialDis...ngelsWings.mp3

SOCIAL DISTORTION

"Angel's Wings"

You say you're down on your luck
hey baby, its a long, long way up
hold back now, hold back your fears
you say you're really down and out
and you feel like there's no way out now
let go now let go of your tears some more

How many times have you asked yourself
is this the hand of fate that I've been dealt?
you're so disillusioned this can't be real
and you can't stand now the way you feel

I don't care about what they say
I won't live or die that way
tired of figuring out things on my own
angel's wings wont you carry me home

You say you're down on your luck
hey baby, its a long, long way up
hold back now, hold back your fears
and when you're really down and out
and you feel like there's no way out now
let go now let go of your tears some more

I triumphed in the face of adversity
and I became the man I never thought I'd be
and now my biggest challenge, a thing called love
I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I was

I don't care about what they say
I'm gonna marry you some day
go ahead and wake up, its a brand new day
Angel's wings gonna carry you away
Angels wings are going to carry me away
angels wings are going to carry us away

teleblade69 · 11-25-2004, 03:57 PM

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

tb

panchodog's izzy · 11-25-2004, 04:03 PM

Hold on! We all know it hurts a lot, but you'll find the strenght to endure!

IwantU lpoveda · 11-25-2004, 04:13 PM

OMG, Sarah. I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

PornHero · 11-25-2004, 04:14 PM

My condolences, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

hottshot · 11-25-2004, 04:25 PM

Death is always a painful experience, especially if the deceased
was a loved one. my condolences

Violetta · 11-25-2004, 04:34 PM

My condolences. I'm sorry for your great loss!

Alice22 · 11-25-2004, 05:08 PM

Sarah, so very very very sorry to hear about it.

Its horiblle.

TheGarbageMan · 11-25-2004, 05:10 PM

My condolences go's out to you and your family. keep your head up and look towards the sky.

cj_purve · 11-25-2004, 11:46 PM

Sarah, I don't know what to say I am completely floored - I wish I could give you a shoulder to cry on and a great big hug.

I hope you have someone with you at the moment so you aren't dealing with this alone.

*big hug from across the ocean*

calmlikeabomb · 11-26-2004, 12:00 AM

Stay strong Sara...

Bell · 11-26-2004, 01:14 AM

a hug for Sarah....

~Bell

Natasha · 11-26-2004, 04:18 AM

Sarah i'm so sorry for your loss.
Our deepest condolences to you and your family.

WECSmaster · 11-26-2004, 04:24 AM

I am really sorry. Be strong Sarah.

Diego

matrixxxlinks · 11-26-2004, 06:42 AM

My deepest condolences
And we wil light a candle today for good energy to you

Regards

Team Elysium Serrvices
Manager : Harry

Juicy D. Links · 11-26-2004, 07:33 AM

my sincere condolences Sara

bling_machine · 11-26-2004, 11:12 AM

I'm so sorry. My deepest condolences. Take care of yourself.

FUCK J0EL · 11-26-2004, 11:35 AM

Very sorry to hear this Sarah...

From everyone one here at Gamma our deepest condolences !

Stay Strong

milkman35 · 11-26-2004, 12:46 PM

I am SO Sorry My condolences.

Doc911 · 11-26-2004, 12:53 PM

Damn thats all fucked up sarah. I hope you had a great thanksgiving to remember him by.

Fizzgig · 11-26-2004, 01:50 PM

Ah, omg......

I am so sorry! I don't even know what to say, I have tears in my eyes..

Dagwolf and I offer our deepest condolences, Sarah.

Nick416 · 11-26-2004, 02:16 PM

My condolences

Playful_Lady · 11-26-2004, 02:21 PM

I am very sorry to hear what happened......My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Fizzgig · 11-26-2004, 11:27 PM

Bump for those who didn't see this.

PatrickKing · 11-26-2004, 11:38 PM

Muther fuck, gods damn it.

So sorry for your loss

pornpf69 · 11-26-2004, 11:49 PM

I am so sorry to hear that Sarah.

I dont know you personally, but I know how you must be feelling.

Sometimes people are just taken away from us without any reason.

But it take some time for us to realized that it has really happened...for me it took me about 2 month to realized when my kids died...simply coulndt belive that on the day before they were just having lost of fun and playng around...and all of a sudden they are not amoung us anymore...and the worst of all there is no explanation of why it has happened....

My wishes are with you Sarah!

And I am sure that he will always be watching you!

pornpf69 · 11-26-2004, 11:53 PM

PS: I know that nothing that I said will make you feel better! as for this moment, nothing will....but maybe in the future you will see that you can count on me on anything you need (not on finnancial, as I am still "rebuilding" my life after what happened on march this year....and I know that support sometimes come from where you least expect it! and sometimes it doesnt come from where you thought it would...but that is just how life is)

JJSLIMM · 11-27-2004, 12:23 AM

Sarah, I am very sorry for your lose. That is a terrible thing to happen and I hope you stay strong though this very tough time.

Please take care of yourself!

johnnyhey · 11-27-2004, 12:38 AM

my prayers are with you, sorry for your loss.

Major (Tom) · 11-27-2004, 01:37 AM

I'm not a religous person, but when my father died this verse gave me great comfort. I hope you find solice in it was well.

"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."

Revelations 21:4

I'm very sorry about your loss.

Duke

Sarah_Jayne · 11-27-2004, 02:26 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by pornpf69
I am so sorry to hear that Sarah.

I dont know you personally, but I know how you must be feelling.

Sometimes people are just taken away from us without any reason.

But it take some time for us to realized that it has really happened...for me it took me about 2 month to realized when my kids died...simply coulndt belive that on the day before they were just having lost of fun and playng around...and all of a sudden they are not amoung us anymore...and the worst of all there is no explanation of why it has happened....

My wishes are with you Sarah!

And I am sure that he will always be watching you!

hon...knowing what you have been through, my pain right now almost feels unworthy. Knowing that you have managed to keep going will help me too.

Mikey_219Inc · 11-27-2004, 05:25 AM

im so sorry. i hope you will get through these tough times, by seeing all these people who care about you.

Sometime later, you will have beautiful memories instead of this pain.

NiteRain · 11-27-2004, 06:04 AM

Wow, I'm totally saddened by your loss. Stay strong.

shima · 11-27-2004, 10:10 AM

Sarah,

Please accept our deepest condolences.

pornpf69 · 11-27-2004, 11:07 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by sarah_webinc
hon...knowing what you have been through, my pain right now almost feels unworthy. Knowing that you have managed to keep going will help me too.

I have a very good reason to keep on living (which is my other kid). Thats why I am now trying very strong to succeec on this biz so that I can ensure the future for my daughter (she is now 2 and 1/2 years).

I spend some very hard days as she wasnt eating or drinking milk....as she used to share her milk with her brother...but now everything is back to "normal"...I got a job once again...

Not sure if my words will help you make it, but I am sure that there is lots of people that are going to give you a hend now that you are most in need....

I am sure that you will come stronger out of all this!

ONE MORE THING YOUR PAIN IS NOT UNWORTHY...ITS FUCKING HARD TO FACE THIS KIND OF THING!!!!!

aimeesweet · 11-27-2004, 01:08 PM

Sarah, you are in my thoughts and prayers...I'm so sorry for your loss.

xoxo

deleteduser · 11-27-2004, 01:25 PM

sorry for picking up this thread so late.

i am honestly sorry for you sarah

AndyA · 11-27-2004, 01:29 PM

That is terrible news Sarah.. I'm sorry

if there is anything I can do to help please let me know

wes · 11-27-2004, 01:51 PM

prayers are still with you.

pornpf69 · 11-27-2004, 09:18 PM

bumping for those that didnt read it yet...

Danny_C · 11-29-2004, 09:08 AM

In the reading of one post, I just completely reevaluated a few things in my life...

I'm really sorry to hear about this, Sarah.

sperbonzo · 11-29-2004, 09:13 AM

If there is anything that I have the power to do to help....PLEASE let me know. Just call and ask.

I absolutely mean it.

kath · 11-29-2004, 09:33 AM

Sarah -

Was AFK over the weekend - my apologies for coming in so late...

I feel like I sort of know you after "reading you" on the boards all these years and if there was one thing that was certain, it was how much you loved your hubby. I can't even imagine how you must be feeling but I must say I am pleasantly surprised to see so much support for you in your time of need on this board - with only a small minority of bozos posting few & far between. Truly you have made an impression on everyone in this community over the years and I hope that this much positive energy & support coming from every corner of the globe can help you in some way.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers...

bignosejimmy · 12-01-2004, 03:52 AM

Sarah,

We have never met, but I was deeply saddened when reading your post. I'm terribly sorry for your loss.

This really sends a message to not take anything/anyone for granted. As soon as I finish writing this I'm going to tell my girlfriend that I love her and give her the biggest hug.

Once again Sarah, sorry for your loss.

SleazeQueen · 12-01-2004, 11:21 AM

Sarah -

I've been offline a lot lately working on other stuff and recovering from traveling to see family. I didn't see this until just this morning.

I'm so sorry for your loss and I know what you're going through. I lost my fiance to cancer back in 1993. I was 26 years old and I had no idea what was going to happen to my life. He was my whole world and helping him through three years of cancer brought us very close together.

His death was very difficult for me and I remember posting a lot of the same words you have, but mine were on Compuserve. I remember just being totally numb during all the arrangements, his cremation and the memorial. After that things got really dark in my life. I was all alone in the world and everyone I thought was there to support me were suddenlyl gone or turned against me. His family threw me out of my house, my family had other issues with my sister and turned their backs on me, people I thought were my friends were too uncomfortable with the idea of death and walked away. I was terrified.

What ended up getting me through the first few weeks were my online friends on Compuserve. I had one friend in Virginia (I was in California) who called me every morning and made sure I got up and dressed and had a plan for the day. It was hard for me to focus on anything, but they kept me motivated, got me out to interview for a new job and helped me while I moved away from everything I had built with Mark. It easily could have destroyed me and some days I think it almost did. But being able to turn to my friends online made it possible.

My long winded point is that you have a HUGE resource of people who care about you here. I hope you don't hesitate to lean on them if you need support. It's a lonely, bumpy road it you let it be. I wish you the best of luck and let me know if I can help you with any words of encouragement or advice based on my experiences.

Sonya

11-25-2004, 01:14 PM	#502
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11-25-2004, 01:18 PM	#503
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11-25-2004, 01:41 PM	#504
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11-25-2004, 03:13 PM	#505
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11-25-2004, 03:57 PM	#507
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11-25-2004, 12:47 PM	#501
pxxx First African GFY Member Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: New Jersey Posts: 12,114	I am so so so sorry sarah, God bless his soul. RIP Marc.

11-25-2004, 03:34 PM	#506
Jace FBOP Class Of 2013 Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: bumfuck, ky Posts: 35,562	Sarah I was just sitting here thinking about your loss, and this song came on....it is called Angel's Wings, by Social Distortion... it is about finding love, but it made me start crying while I was thinking about everything that happened to you. I guess some things are just meant to fit, and I think this song is one of those things please listen to it http://www.jacexxx.com/tmp/SocialDis...ngelsWings.mp3 SOCIAL DISTORTION "Angel's Wings" You say you're down on your luck hey baby, its a long, long way up hold back now, hold back your fears you say you're really down and out and you feel like there's no way out now let go now let go of your tears some more How many times have you asked yourself is this the hand of fate that I've been dealt? you're so disillusioned this can't be real and you can't stand now the way you feel I don't care about what they say I won't live or die that way tired of figuring out things on my own angel's wings wont you carry me home You say you're down on your luck hey baby, its a long, long way up hold back now, hold back your fears and when you're really down and out and you feel like there's no way out now let go now let go of your tears some more I triumphed in the face of adversity and I became the man I never thought I'd be and now my biggest challenge, a thing called love I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I was I don't care about what they say I'm gonna marry you some day go ahead and wake up, its a brand new day Angel's wings gonna carry you away Angels wings are going to carry me away angels wings are going to carry us away

11-25-2004, 04:03 PM	#508
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11-25-2004, 04:13 PM	#509
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11-25-2004, 04:14 PM	#510
PornHero Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada Posts: 1,381	My condolences, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

11-25-2004, 04:25 PM	#511
hottshot Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: AZ Posts: 900	Death is always a painful experience, especially if the deceased was a loved one. my condolences

11-25-2004, 04:34 PM	#512
Violetta Affiliate Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 28,735	My condolences. I'm sorry for your great loss! __________________ M&A Queen

11-25-2004, 05:08 PM	#513
Alice22 Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2003 Posts: 907	Sarah, so very very very sorry to hear about it. Its horiblle.

11-25-2004, 05:10 PM	#514
TheGarbageMan So Fucking Banned Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: New York City Posts: 643	My condolences go's out to you and your family. keep your head up and look towards the sky.

11-25-2004, 11:46 PM	#515
cj_purve Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 1,065	Sarah, I don't know what to say I am completely floored - I wish I could give you a shoulder to cry on and a great big hug. I hope you have someone with you at the moment so you aren't dealing with this alone. big hug from across the ocean

11-26-2004, 12:00 AM	#516
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11-26-2004, 01:14 AM	#517
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11-26-2004, 04:18 AM	#518
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11-26-2004, 04:24 AM	#519
WECSmaster Registered User Join Date: Nov 2004 Posts: 6	I am really sorry. Be strong Sarah. Diego

11-26-2004, 06:42 AM	#520
matrixxxlinks Confirmed User Join Date: Nov 2004 Posts: 114	My deepest condolences And we wil light a candle today for good energy to you Regards Team Elysium Serrvices Manager : Harry __________________ Ya need something ???

11-26-2004, 07:33 AM	#521
Juicy D. Links So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: N.Y. -Long Island -- Posts: 122,992	my sincere condolences Sara

11-26-2004, 11:12 AM	#522
bling_machine Registered User Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 49	I'm so sorry. My deepest condolences. Take care of yourself.

11-26-2004, 11:35 AM	#523
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11-26-2004, 12:46 PM	#524
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11-26-2004, 12:53 PM	#525
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11-26-2004, 01:50 PM	#526
Fizzgig Registered User Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: In Your Dreams Posts: 9,649	Ah, omg...... I am so sorry! I don't even know what to say, I have tears in my eyes.. Dagwolf and I offer our deepest condolences, Sarah. __________________ ---'-,-{@ Sassy Grrrl @}-'-,---

11-26-2004, 02:16 PM	#527
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11-26-2004, 02:21 PM	#528
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11-26-2004, 11:27 PM	#529
Fizzgig Registered User Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: In Your Dreams Posts: 9,649	Bump for those who didn't see this. __________________ ---'-,-{@ Sassy Grrrl @}-'-,---

11-26-2004, 11:38 PM	#530
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11-26-2004, 11:49 PM	#531
pornpf69 Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: Brasil Posts: 15,778	I am so sorry to hear that Sarah. I dont know you personally, but I know how you must be feelling. Sometimes people are just taken away from us without any reason. But it take some time for us to realized that it has really happened...for me it took me about 2 month to realized when my kids died...simply coulndt belive that on the day before they were just having lost of fun and playng around...and all of a sudden they are not amoung us anymore...and the worst of all there is no explanation of why it has happened.... My wishes are with you Sarah! And I am sure that he will always be watching you! __________________ Do you need cheap, fast and reliable porn website hosting? Host Head is the way to go!! Asian Gay Special \| Live on MSN - Live Webcam Chat \| Live Adult Webcam Performances \| MY SWEET BLACKS LIVE ON CAM Cash X \| OK Pay \| Pukka Ropes \| Pukka Fetish \| STRAPED BLOG \| Male Bound and Fucked Pukka Tranny \| Tattooed Shemales \| She's A He \| Menu Porno \| Porn Performances \| All Chubby MY ICQ# 169833797

11-26-2004, 11:53 PM	#532
pornpf69 Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: Brasil Posts: 15,778	PS: I know that nothing that I said will make you feel better! as for this moment, nothing will....but maybe in the future you will see that you can count on me on anything you need (not on finnancial, as I am still "rebuilding" my life after what happened on march this year....and I know that support sometimes come from where you least expect it! and sometimes it doesnt come from where you thought it would...but that is just how life is) __________________ Do you need cheap, fast and reliable porn website hosting? Host Head is the way to go!! Asian Gay Special \| Live on MSN - Live Webcam Chat \| Live Adult Webcam Performances \| MY SWEET BLACKS LIVE ON CAM Cash X \| OK Pay \| Pukka Ropes \| Pukka Fetish \| STRAPED BLOG \| Male Bound and Fucked Pukka Tranny \| Tattooed Shemales \| She's A He \| Menu Porno \| Porn Performances \| All Chubby MY ICQ# 169833797

11-27-2004, 12:23 AM	#533
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11-27-2004, 12:38 AM	#534
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11-27-2004, 01:37 AM	#535
Major (Tom) Boomer Woffen Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Null Posts: 30,532	I'm not a religous person, but when my father died this verse gave me great comfort. I hope you find solice in it was well. "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." Revelations 21:4 I'm very sorry about your loss. Duke __________________ My mother said, to get things done You'd better not mess with Major Tom